guess what, after that cny thing i really should have quited twitter and facebook.
the same thing that makes them so popular is the same thing that's screwing me up again and again.

i tot it's over but this fucking black cloud's still following me around.
asyraf still fucking hates me . and all i said was a "yah duh " and he comes back with a "arrongant ac"
right.. duh could be arrogant. whatever, i didn't like that word last time too.
but i he added that "i dont need a wish from you anw"
fuck that mother fucker fuck them all.
he didnt need a friend like me too. and i'm so fucking hurt but its just so lame to say why.
damn it.. cos i cherished the times we spent talking tgt at the front or the classrooms.
in most of my worst time i talked things to asyraf and i treated him as a friend.
someone open minded to be a really great listening year.
but its over.




and rachel, i'm not gonna apologise again. i've done you wrong . you shouldn't be affected by me rightt.
truth is, i miss you.
in reality, i'm still very attached to the affection i had.
but what i'm showing is that i hate you and i don't give a damn.
so just hate me back and i will love it.