城市就像人一样
在不同时间，不同地点
就会呈现出不同的相貌

像现在，我就看到一个不同的你

你说的我都承认
但我觉得，任何特质都是一体两面的嘛
是缺点 也是优点
是嚣张 也是气势
是毒舌 也是机智
是自大 也是自信嘛

我只是觉得 每个人都有权利追求自己想要的东西
亲近自己想亲近的人
我只是比一般人有能力 更忠于自己的想法吧
这样有什么不对吗 ？
更何况，我根本不需要全世界的人都在乎我
我只要我在乎的人，喜欢我就够了

我也不是想告诉你 我是个好人
我只是觉得人是一种很复炸的动物
我不愿意用好跟坏，真么简单的一个字
来形容一个人



什么才算是女人的条件呢？

记好了

条件分很多种，但就对没有十全十美的女人
一般来说好了
漂亮的不下厨
下厨的不温柔
温柔的没主见
有主见的每女人味
有女人味的会乱花钱
不会乱花钱的 不会打扮
会打扮不放心
放心的，肯定不能看

反过来说，男人也一样
有才华的 长得丑
长的帅的 不会赚钱
会赚钱的 不顾家
顾家的没出息
有出息的 不浪漫
浪漫的 靠不住
靠得住的，肯定是个窝囊废

所以说，拥有以上两个条件的是个好女人
三种以上 就算是极品

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同时拥有四种以上的条件，叫做挑战



just nice 400 tweet. time to leave twitter



a bad thing a bad our brain, is it distorts and deletes information.
what does this mean ?
basically, what you dont want to see and dont want to hear, your brain blocks them off automatically.
and, what you have done that you dont like to remeber, your brain deletes it!

thus many times when two people are in the exact same situation, they experience an entirely different thing.
finally, you will also find yourself being unaware of some of the things you said and did, because your brain deletes them.
for example, if you strongly believe that you are an honest person, on a certain occasionan you lied. you will quickly forget about it and continue believing that your completely honest.
but who can say for sure that he is completely honest?

my point here is, its great to have friends to act as mirrors, showing you and telling you
what you have done and giving their perspective.
only then, can you improve the man in the mirror.



i remembered very clearly, before the september holidays,
i was praying, wishing, hoping and even begging for a break.
so that i can catch up on all my old work and then be in pace with the class (especially for amaths)

ah, holidays eventually came. but did i do my work?
NO. i was playing blue-moon, watching ps man and reading books (which i naively thought it would help my english)
so when school reopened today. i felt back in square one.
its term 4 and nothing had changed. <<<< was my past participle correct?


but never mind. lets move on.
now is not the time to feel depressed and regretful.
just keep moving on, and focus on the goal.
reflecting and stuff can wait, 8 weeks later.

so go bathe now and start now!
jia you . (haha.. dont laugh at me cos i think i really need some encouragement)
go go GO!



i think one of my biggest problem in english writing (be it short EWs, proposal, essay)
I NEVER READ WHAT I WRITE.
thats right. but im really not interested in whatever i wrote luhs.

i suddenly realise, what a pain! to read woonkiat's work. since even im not interested in my own stuff, coupled by my hand writing and ugly cancellations
no wonder i always get low marks...

regardless, i must get my A1 for english.
MUST.

and why i got b3 for chinese?
its because i choose to get b3. its because i chose not to prepare early enough and i chose not to practice well.
so its really my wrong decisions that caused me to get b3. not that i cant.

yeah, with this new way of thinking, i believe i will be in more control over my own results
and not push the blame on other things.
=D

and.. its not that i dont want to use YOUR acc to comment..
it is because if i do it, rumors will follow. lol.. it dosent affects me
but it is different for you mah..
still, there is an improvement. haha



虽然我出局，但我很开心
她一棒把我打醒，

没错，爱情就是游戏
谁先付出真心，谁就是输家
这一次，是我太天真了
但是以后，我不会再输了

我不会再对爱情 抱着不切实际的幻想
爱情是一种错觉，是基因在作祟 是荷尔蒙在搞鬼

在爱情里，九十九分都是假的吧
只有一分是真实的
那一分是 - 痛
可笑的是，你身上不会有伤口，你不会流血
可是这种痛 会扎扎实实地咬着你不放
直道 有一天，把你的心 咬下来
你才能 完完全全摆脱这种痛
没有心 就不会痛

要用一句话来形容我的爱情观
有 - 去他妈的 爱情



今天你没上网，突然觉得很寂寞
我才发现到，其实每次开电脑时 都在盼望你的出现

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went to shengshiong today to buy stuff for the bbq. wah spent 3 whole hours.
for the first time, i wasnt late lor, but other ppl late.
still need wait 17 mins.. totally angry until my heart beat fast.
but when the two of them appear, the anger just dissipated
haha.. maybe cos ppl pretty bah.

then taught, i think thats the reason why im late all the time.
because i just cant stand waiting for others
yet, why havent i spared a thought for the people waiting for me lehs?
dunno. i guess im selfish =D

so monday is gone. and i havent studied yet. -.-



虽然 我还不晓得事情的来龙去脉，
但从今天开始，我说话要越来越小心了。。

我本性就很喜欢先斩后奏，这就是我的做事方式
反正，对自己有信心，说过的话 肯定做得到，
所以 早答应或迟一点说 对我而言 毫无关系
也没有什么杀伤力

但就是因为这样，别人误会我没有真诚。
其实，我也没有必要，为这种人瞧不起我 又自以为是的人 而烦恼

可是我想了想，这年来，没有为4m1 举办什么，
就想 趁 0 lvl 还没到很靠近很靠近的时候
做一些有意义的事。
没想到，搞成这样

这根本不是我想看到的
hais



i think my bro is crying. but i dont know what i can do.



14th day without facebook
1st night without twitter

as for now, i really regret. but later, i would find it silly
lets see, how did the process go ?
i guess at the start, i started blogging cos i wanted to share the day, the activities and events in my perspective. that was in sec 1 ?
then after that, it became more for people to understand me. cos i think there is someone else under this face.

later in sec 2 ah... that one dont want say le.
when sec 2 ended, i got introduced to facebook. at that time, without much friends, its just a gaming webby
when the socialising era started, i added more and more friends and my counter hit 500 friends.
wooh, how many of them do i really know man.
why facebook have the upper hand?
cos its much more popular and much faster. summarise the whole day in a status.
how cool can that be? but ppl like it short, compact and funny.
so from paragraphs of words, they reduced it to max of 400 words per status.
how many ppl are willing to read blogs anw? unless its your good buddy or your crush's blog luhs.
so if you have to pick the one most interesting fact and post it as a sentence.
to let ppl read.

after some time, it becomes more and more like a popularity contest.
in my eyes at least. though i didnt like it. but its really nice for ppl to like your status
cos it means hey! i agree with you pal.
thats why i changed, to post only funny and likable stuff. hahaha...

it then occured to me, all this aint getting me anywhere. it becomes hypocritical
your status, isnt really your status ...if you know what i mean.
the other downside of facebook being so popular is once you post something
a hundred over ppl reads it.
talkative ppl like me wont be able to control the urge to post things.
so if, you post things, that will spoil your image, either by someone misunderstanding your post or maybe it's just a tiny little thought in your mind, but in other ppl's eyes, its magnified, generalised and stereo-typed.
so you got to be really careful abt random thoughts.

while these are just some leading factors, the primary one that got me going is
facebook was taking tooo much time. sometimes, its boring but i still dont leave the facebook homepage for fear some thing trendy might just pop up and i will miss it.

thus, i migrated off to twitter. where its more like a big msn conversation where ppl say random things and you dont really have to read all of them.
twitter feels good cos i felt like im in a big family. talking to anyone, everyone and at anytime.

hais. whats goes around comes around. in the end, i am still back to blogger.
so its really not those webpages fault. i am the one with problems.
if you want to change others, you have to change yourselves first.
no point changing from fb to twitter or to blogger. cos the main problem lies within me

so till then, i shall stay discreet. hopefully.