8th day without facebook


waha, prelims are over. but so what? Os are coming.. yes it aint far.
therefore, im cramming all my traditional must-do-after-exams-activities
haha, which include sleeping all day, eating buffets, playing some warcraft, playing basketball and going to visit my grandmas (plural)
gosh.. i guesse a whole day of basketball and computer really sores the eyes and tires the body and soul.
so i shall move on to my next activity! sleep! hahaha..



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saw the relay msg?
food party on teachers day. thats all fine but guesse what!
muslims are still freaking fasting!! spare some thought for them man!
isnt it quite irritating. when ppl start forgetting abt the minorities.
ah a mistake made by many unconciously anw. so shall not be blamed.
but we need to be more sensitive to ppl okay! heard that? SENSITIVE!
its better being sensitive than to be insentitive lor.
much better. if ppl are insensitive to your feelings, it can really be awkward.
not knowing what type of expression or reaction to use.
and.. it can really make me pissed.

having said that, the conclusion is being sensitive would make you a bit more worried about more things, while being insensitive will allow you to have a better life, and dont care more things, but hurt others. well, its your choice

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i think im addicted - cause i feel addicted.
spammed four episodes of PS man today.(what does the ps means? i stil dunno)
but then its really great. its got the humor, the songs and some chinese idioms, its touching and the guy is smart and cool. not to mention also, shuai.
lol. i know, great things end very quickly.
so i shall regulate my show time. or i will really miss the show when its all over.
hmm... and i really think ma xiao qian looks darn familiar.
dunno where have i seen this pretty face.

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anw, this post was meant for yesterday de.
but i continued typing another two para after my com DC (which i wasnt aware)
so what great things Ive typed ytd, was all not saved
as i ignorantly press the button
i was directed to the - webpage cannot be seen - page.
everything was lost. i got pissed and went to sleep.
and i totally have no idea what i typed.. shesh.


behind every player, there must have been something in his story that made him a player - his most heartbreaking experience, usually leads him not to believe in love anymore.
and it would take a very compassionate person to bring him back, and make him believe once again, that true love exist in this world.



love. really really love this
so lively. so brilliant. so shuai. so cute. wahahaha
best class.
picture says a thousand words..
so i all these words also extra de. enjoy




accompanied by what im listening now. lol..
and also. doing...




4th day without facebook


getting used to prelims so much i dont want it to end cause i fear getting back my papers.
Great. so now i know i failed my SS. and my testimonial is in a mess.
basically, cause i dont know what is wanted and what is not.
i thought very impt and nice phrase, all kena cancelled away.
but its all very well, as long as Ms R accepts it and dont scold me.

something amazing happened today. i ate burger king with my mother!
omg. seriously amazing.. cause my mum never eats fast food with me de.
maybe once or twice where there were nth else to eat. but this one is special.
so in the end, she still said she didnt like it. LMAO -.-

last night, i was thinking. that time i think PWs mentioned, if you dream abt someone then that person was thinking of you the night before.
if that was true... oh no die. means she must have been dreaming abt me everynight luhs.
no wonder she so scared of me. -.-
LOL

love this song.


你的美丽我要珍惜 昨天会忘记
是谁遗失了你 我愿配着你找回自己



3rd day without facebook.


ooo ive been blogging regularly. which shows that removing facebook does not entirely eliminate the time spent on the computer.
hopefully, it did reduce significantly enough for me to improve my studies.

its quite nice to see there are still people coming to my blog luhs!
i mean its surprising. after such a long time. there are still people blogging and coming to see MY blog.
-honoured -
but the funny thing is so many people blocked their blog. LOL..

so i read what chua jeng tweeted abt the american.
some of the facts are true actually. but the way he insults us and call us an
'english speaking china' is really disturbing, disrespectful and ..OH ~ irritating
just pisses me off man.
keep it to yourself luhs. zzz

hmm, and my brother is getting on my nerves man.
90% of the time, if not everytime, whenever he ask for the com i give it to him
even if i only used for like 10 or 15 mins.
and what does he use if for? flip a few pages of bio stuff than start watching PS man.
basket. this morning i switch on the com then went into my room while it loads
and guess what? he hogged it.
which hog means - to selfishly take more than one's share of. (according to dictionary)
say, what can i do ?
cannot find someone who can think more highly abt himself than my brother
guo fen.

nvm, here's the mv for ai bu dan xing!!
totally didnt realise that it camed out le. yes! means can sing it on k-box le!
woots*



为何我还相信 她不是独行侠?



2nd day without facebook.

i think twitter is more abt yourself, facebook is more of social, blogging is journalling.
but i think all are equally suitable for stalking. LOL.

kay whatever. the general perception of stalking already changed and being accepted so much that i cannot stick to my own beliefs
because what is right, may not be popular.
so what is popular/common/supported by majority became what is right.

but really, who can say what is right and wrong? god? a pity. i dont believe in gods.

and i just found out, yeekiet is so cute.. the way he talk abt the person he like. hahaha
like some beginner like that. so innocent, so naive.






oh cool.
i've gotten someone to change my facebook password.
its been only one day since and i feel all unconnected already.
of course, insecure as well.

since, facebook really does have all the latest updates.
its social, just right for someone talkative like me.

but god damn, since i've decided, i shall live without it.
chinese results is a very loud irritating wakeup call.
keep imagining, if all my results also get B3
then the future seems dead isnt it?

anyhow, after two months of not writing chinese words,
my hands become soggy right after attempting to write a proper sentence.
(eh at least i can still write my chinese name okay!!)
yeah, and i've decided to pay for myself for the chinese 0s retest.
so i shall work doubly hard. if not 27 dollars will be wasted.(not like as if i havent wasted 27 dollars ALREADY)


live goes on. work hard dude.
whats done cannot be undone. but whats left to be undone cannot be left undone.



Prelims already started, but i dont know why i from the start till now, i still havent been able to get into the nervous, anxious, no-time-to-lose and therefore hardworking mood.

its like a symptom i cant get rid off. maybe the best consolation i can find is - this isnt the time to peak yet;wait for 0s!
but its quite disgusting
heard that chem is very hard. SUPER hard. A lvl standard.
so i will lose an A.
maybe this time round, the thought of not getting my 5 A1s .. saddens me.
i've already screwed up english compre. venice part a essay i also screwed up le.
wonder whats next.




sooner or later.. it will end up with i regret unblocking you..
damn it. i really hate being a dissappointment.
and i should really start controlling myself.