in the end - linkin park
it's my life - jon bon jovi
high school nvr ends - bowling for soup
1985 - bowling for soup
complicated - avril
bring me to life - eva
famous last words - MCR

some songs i still like ...



i hav this fren, chze kian, he is sec 4 now n he mugs alot. in fact i think mugging has already became one major part of his life, probably equivalent to sleeping or even more. that day i ask him a question, hav u enjoyedd mugging, well his awnser was no, so i went on n ask him if he felt that his life was meaningful. he did not awnser but neither was i looking for an awnser. life is really unpredictable, my fren was almost killed by a vase that fell from high above, she is definitely gonna die if it hits her on the head. then if one had lived a life like chze kian, his life will be meaningless, totally meaningless. firstly, she had not enjoyed her life secndly she did not contribute to human race or wad so ever. meaning to say, u might be killed by a car once u step on to the streets or u might be having a terminal virus the very next morning then when u know that u r going to die, u finally stop to look back at wad u hav done n u find urself wasted all the time u could hav made use of. but that dosent mean u should not be studying, u should make studying meaningful n enjoyable, in other words learn wad u like, the rest study little bit just enough to bring u to where u wan to be. at the same time enjoy urself as much as u can, dont wait for a chance. ppl always say sian ku hou tian (in eng means suffer first then enjoy) meaning u study hard when young n then enjoy ur later life, but the thing is we only enjoy fully when we are young, n there r might nvr be a chance to enjoy later cos u nvr noe when u will die.



hiii! i am so sleepy now. yesterday went to buy wh big big softy, then 4.30 go chalet with all my friends in astro (erm this is suppose to be confidential so zip ur mouth). lol in the end reach there is 7, cos some of them late. then we go there play cards(ti di), walao i am super curse, all 9 rounds i play all tio 2 spade, wtf la, at first like feel lucky, after 3rd time i felt scared like kena curse.... sia la, damn scary man, cos i also dont wan use all my luck on that as i believe if heaven giv u something, it will take away something else from you. it was definitely not worth, so i decided not to play le, i play stress with ck n then the weili go guai lan play never ending de stress, he go change the format, jiu shi si dou bu ren shu(in eng is even he die he also dont wan admit he wrong) then i also play the faced down cards where u have to fing pairs of no. through memory haha i own a them woots. ok then we had dinner n started the competition training(which is wad the chalet is for) so we mug mug mug till morn. haha. not exactcly all the way to 6, around 4++ bah i also not sure. so we stayed up all nite studying n playin =) in the end i cannot tahan sleep one hour from 7 to 8 then i rush all the way back to chinese garden do my loving hearts CIP. wah today damn fun, i did not do tutor in fact the 11 of us there did not(11 ppl including me, 10 r from 201) credits to kelly n mellissa for helping me find ppl, now i can go do in charge for others le(hopefully, kids read n zoo ambasador) but both require a certain age. lol. so wad we did at loving hearts was to pack invitation letters, then still need use ribbon tie... ok so the work was only completed at 1++ so obviously go home late. now i am so sleepy cos i did not wan to sleep in the afternoon fearing i will disturb my bio-clock. so i made it through the day woots, time to sleep le...



fucking dumb project. stupid. what the fish la. today do geog, corn nvr bring his fucking horny drive, then i need to fucking do from almost scratch, with no pics, no script, n now one to help, i did everything. n joey would rather stay in the cantenn dont know do wad but dont wan do podcast. then the darren, mingyeow n charis forever not free like everyday got 1001 things to do, n carlyna do dnt still nvm, ok late nvm, then after that go inside staff room cos mr gamel (dont know how to spell) toking to them abt the project, ok nvm, i tell her later go up, in the end, 6.11 already she still nvr fucking come up. n she already left the sch already lor
the whole darn podcast is almost only i do one lor, in the end i still need to be chased out by those art or dmc ppl, fucking angry lor, but now after typing so much a little bit cool down le,

so the podcast was only 5min n i did not have time to tok abt the economy lost n health problems, i try to rush tomorrow if possible.... i really want to hand up the project with pride lor
hais... if only i can take it like a challenge...



really, just abt 10min ago i was thinking of a whole lot of stuff and now i can't even squeeze out a para...