wooh my ah ma just said i am skinny again cos i can wear three layers of pants -.-
LOL. lots of things happen this week actually. at work and home.
but its really hard to pen everything down.
either way, i got to start having a journal.
doing too many things is making me forget everything.
kinda have this lost-in-time feeling and occasionally withdrawal symptoms.
but i'm gonna make it a point to talk about my Europe trip man!
hope those virus stop tagging too ~



so i will be going out all alone with a girl tmr. but she is not my girl friend. lol.

i thought i could get my pay last night. but turns out xiao wei didnt even appear.

and the hotel printed my name tag afterall. even after i "bought" it. so whats the point?

anw. i intended to go for the last time at shangri la. i was finally made the In charge.
haha.. honestly, i secretly want to be. just to try it out (after the other occasion when i had a bad IC.)
and guess what! it turn out really well.

for the first time a guy made my heart melt. LOL not intended to be gay. but heart meltzzz
if in just one night of interaction, someone can tell you, hey you are a good leader. it really shows something dosent it?

anw. we were clearing up and i was walking back with this Hafizi guy. and i said, i think i didnt do a really good job. can see that i still dunno many things and you are actually quite ready to be an IC already lor. in fact, i think you can do better than me.

he said : nope. i dont think so.. you may be inexperienced but you have the leadership qualities.

omg.
makes me suddenly want to go back.
and i also heard that many others want to work there as well. maybe i shall go back to see how they survive?
but they are so lucky..
i had to learn everything on my own. they have one gang to count on each other.

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going out tmr. i was really excited. but after hearing what qiujin said last night... i then realised i wasn't the one. i wasnt choosen.
it was just a wishful thinking on my side.
still.. i shall try not to be too emotional tmr.
if not i could really screw our relationship much.