uh yah. i have decided to have a mass tuition by chaos academy.
it will be on friday, 30 mins after higher MT.

i try to get a room. if not study area. please bring all your enquiries for physics.

just trying to give a little help before i fly to korea.
yah. to my best of limit only.


kay. those wan come please tell me so i can roughly gauge the no. of ppl.


and also, i am gonna make a note on all the formulas you might need to use for the exams.
so i think i can just photo copy for the class. hopefully.

JY all



hmm. shall i spring out in the hall on thurs? lol



yea. very satisfied with this skin
various factors. but good good. i like

wah, i wrote the dates of the EOY exams on the calender hor,
and i realise, there is this horrible period of 4 days between eng chi and SS
to the rest of the exams.

horrible. if they had put it together.... than...

i would have to take a single paper!
holy mother. life's unfair

now which asshole made this timetable?!? haha



hmmm if i were mr hudson, i wouldnt want to be a supernova.

anyone heard of supernova by mr hudson? he says he wanna be a supernova.
but i think he never realised that supernova is a stellar explosion.
in other words, its an event and not a noun. than how can a man be an event.
lol.

kays, even if i dont be particular with the english part, how about astro?
supernova is a death of a star. means he wanna die?


hais. wadeva. this week end is rather boring. most of the time i spend at home is just mugging.
LOLOLOL



lols! my aunt say my english better now. so i must jiayou!
hmm. still reading my encyclopedia-thick astro book.
how i wish i can have leave all the way till my competition.
since o lvl candidates also have two weeks off to self study for o lvl.

not fair right! i need prepare for astro still need do school homework.
thats not the problem. the problem is both seems to hold the same priority.
and that sucks.


hmm. sorry of the things i said. i should have considered to consequences.



first time feeling troubled because of a meer stranger whom which i might never see again in my life.

today after some basketball, i went to the toilet at lot one to wash hand. Afterwhich i was tugging in my shirt outside the toilet when an idian man suddenly came up to me and this was what he said,
sorry, can you spare me one dollar? i need it to get an mrt ticket.
rather surprise and unwilling, i was like huh?
and he took out a couple of coins and he said i need just one buck to get home. please.
so i said, sorry no.

he quickly replied come one, we are all singaporeans and we should help each other right? look, its only one dollar not ten or twenty.

blah blah lahs. but in the end. i didnt give him. and he walked away like almost reprimanding me.

well, this matter somehow matters alot to me. i mean, if it were the past, i would have just given him and told myself i did a good deed. but i didnt. maybe i have grown cleverer? but also learnt to be more selfish.

thats bad. because the young, naive but good us is fading away with time. its a time when the more we know, the more selfish we become. what will i be like 10 years later? 20 and even till the day i die. will this selfishness just piles up? whats the use of growing up than?
we will just get worse and worse in terms of moral values.


than another issue that the guy reminded me of.


Are singaporeans gracious? as in, we singaporeans really should help one another.
whats more its one dollar. and i didnt even give. what would i do and what would i expect people to do to me if i were in his situation? wouldnt i be just equally desperate? and my fellow singaporean wouldnt even want to give me a buck for me to get home.

isnt there a serious problem? perhaps its just me. i hope it is. but if you were me, would you have given that dollar?
should i have given?



this is crap. woke up at 11.30 last night to do hmwk till like 3. than sleep till 5 and continue doing.
cos last night before midnight, i only had done one chem qns and one amaths qns.
absolutly nothing else.
so chiong chiong
but poh just pisses me off all the time.
crap man..

bitter heart and down is damn nice man. lol





i realise today
if you want ppl to change. you must change yourself first.
so if you want to hate ppl, you should hate yourself more.


i can take no more. i am throwing it away.
so i am not gonna give a damn what ppl think.
i am removing my tag board.
i want to stay away from the internet.
you wont even recognize me anymore.
the world need a change. i need a change.


something is wrong.
i was just killing some ants with water when i realised that while taking lifes
humans are dieing because of lack of water.
14 000 a day.
and i am standing here killing lifes with something so precious to 14000 ppl daily.

the clock. is the most vicious thing on earth.
as it ticks, it takes lifes.
tick tick tick.
die die die.
tick tock... more are slain. and in pain.
every second we use. i type one word. you read one word.
and some where on earth some ass hole just died.
and the sun. it doesnt stop burning. it burns away half of the earth every moment.
one day we will just be burnt.
so it burns. and the clock ticks. and than life flies away.
the clock ticks life away. its so unreal.
the sun burns our time away. before you even knew it.


fight forever, yet fight for nothing.
life~



usually i get tired after some achievement i feel fine.
this time there is none. so i feel like crap. hais. crap crap



hais. fucked up competition.
felt like i wasted 2 months working on it.
on the surface is really like a waste of time.

though its good exposure and fun and skills learnt.
skills in both robotics programme and buliding as well as leadership.
zhong heung is a good leader.
think better than me. (yea and i know he will say. yay of course.)


but either way. i feel screwed.
maybe everytime astro got high expectations. than had the same for njrc
but i was really like aiming for 4th or 5th for this comp.
turns out we got bloody zero for all missions.
but at least reflecting back.
got something worth learning. but even though its learn
i guessed i will not attempt any robo comp anymore what.
hey look on the bright side. we share the same fate. made many mistakes.
but u are far better off than me.
at least you can retest again.. and get your basics right. but i probably wont get a chance again.
so yea lahs. keep it in my memory bank.


ahhhhhhhh
i feel like crap.
tired shit.
go on like this i can die liao... better rest. take care.



fuck. if i am so useless and just a hindrance, you shldn't even ask me to come.
pissed. =.= ccb



hahas. had an urge to play bball today.
remebering times in sec 2, me and XK. ZH and nick. everytime go play tgt.
so i went all the way to yew tee to see that muscle man.

hahas. damn funny. i first time going yew tee by bike.
so i tot i knew how to go.
well, end up the wrote i knew was meant for cars and cars only.
no pavement for a poor cyclist
than i went straight and end up in qian hu fish farm
WTF@#$%^&*

yeah. so afterthat went there from lot one...
and went to find yew tee CC.
played by ourselves for a while. me and quek quek.
than pros came along.
we teamed up with one pro. and battled three indonesians i suppose.
that bloody guy keep pushing me even though i dont have the ball.

but anw. we trashed them big time first set.
2nd set i heart beat too fast. nvr play.
third set they win 11 - 9.
close one.
all very pro. YK also not bad.

yea. than cycled arnd verde view. see see my
than cycled back to CCK. lols..
i saw bus 172. so i decided to see who was faster...
i challeged bus 172
lols.
we on par till the mrt tract there. than i dont wan liao.
let it win bahs.
fan zheng bu shun lu.
so i rest at the bus stop for like 15 min than headed home.


yeah thats all. tmr need go school for robo.. wasting my holidays away. hais...

btw, charlie 's angels are very chio. lucky man.



gosh..... got like 50 emails from face book over night just because of a tag..
wth..
and junheng obvious lahs..
get so uptight about it. comfirm is like le..
tmr go to sch dunno what will happen sia....
must be as cool as rachel.. everth ignore. lol

and i CID solve two case le.
jj havent even solve one. hais.... lousy.
no wonder i am commissioner. hehe.


tag

junjie. yea lahs.. glad you know that.

edlyn ; and dont forget hor ! is i give you bday present one lors. than you can top. hahas
dunno overall maybe you still win lahs. okay? lols. we see who more A1. :)



no more poison killing my emotion
i will not be frozen
dancing is my remedy remedy.

move while you're watching me
dance with the enemy
ive got a remedy ouh uh oh uh oh

nice song... lolss..
nowadays keep thinking of love you. super nice..