guess what, after that cny thing i really should have quited twitter and facebook.
the same thing that makes them so popular is the same thing that's screwing me up again and again.

i tot it's over but this fucking black cloud's still following me around.
asyraf still fucking hates me . and all i said was a "yah duh " and he comes back with a "arrongant ac"
right.. duh could be arrogant. whatever, i didn't like that word last time too.
but i he added that "i dont need a wish from you anw"
fuck that mother fucker fuck them all.
he didnt need a friend like me too. and i'm so fucking hurt but its just so lame to say why.
damn it.. cos i cherished the times we spent talking tgt at the front or the classrooms.
in most of my worst time i talked things to asyraf and i treated him as a friend.
someone open minded to be a really great listening year.
but its over.




and rachel, i'm not gonna apologise again. i've done you wrong . you shouldn't be affected by me rightt.
truth is, i miss you.
in reality, i'm still very attached to the affection i had.
but what i'm showing is that i hate you and i don't give a damn.
so just hate me back and i will love it.



so you don't like to do qns without answer. well, neither do i like to ask questions without getting the answer.

zz

for the first time of my life
i went for an audition! haha. ACJC dance audition was madness
just the warm up itself already killed half us the ppl there.
then the choreograph killed another 80%.

but at least, the numbers weren't as bad as i thought.
there was less than a hundred there.
AHHH i really wanna get in!
but at the same tired worried i can't cope with it ><

School isn't that bad. but something abt lectures makes me wanna sleep
because they are doing the basics now, its really boring too.
yet out of those boring stuff something will be impt and if you don't listen to everything,
you're bound to lose that silver needle out of the stack of hay.
such a tedious job.

valentines day is tmr.
but how many are there to celebrate?
all the lovers. lol... to me, its the day all the lonely peeps unite!