calling out to all m1 subscribers
we are having a bbq on 3rd june right after your physics remedial.
at my hse i think.
so pls take note. will be sending out a relay msg soon.
my hse is at gombak anw.


whoo, finally, i am free from stargazing. had two consequitively (how to spell?)
and like as if that is not ennough to kill me,
nus ntu astro challenge comes right smack into my face.
got i need a break. hopefully my chalet can let me have a good time. getaway!
1st to 3rd dont contact me! i dont want anw distractions. no no..
away from all the worries and have fun. yeah. hopefully.

that day, during the meet the parents session, my parents didnt come.
they have to work. they also say they trust me. so no need to come. :)
so i was waiting for the night's stargazing, i went to parent teacher meet without my parents.
HAHAs. so i went there talk to ms meyer and mdm yu.

ms meyer asked me a very good question,
how did i get all the energy to do so many things..
i was thinking, ya hor. how come i nvr tot of that.. oh man i really dont know.
havent been sleeping well, wouldnt be in future also.
but wells, maybe i am trying to stretch myself. hope i dont snap.



hais, no matter how well i do, how much i've done, u expect more.
you dont look at my credits. always pick at my flaws.
ask me improve this improve that.
is anth ever enough for you? i am tired.
stop it man. all i wan you to do is to appreciate what i've been doing.
i really dont find any reason to do anymore.



ouh man.. i cant tell you how tired i am.
for the first time i dont want to use com but have too cos need send emails.
tdy had been a hard day. tmr will be worst. since i will not be having helps... die die die...



hmm, now i got a bit of time le. can entertain all your crazy tots. :)



oh my ....
BUKIT PANJANG GOT TALENT
really touched by some of their performances.
never realised that kok hui got such a nice voice.
and from our very own astronomy, wynnette won 3rd position.
hahas. which made me like that song as well.
after the bpian idol, i like you're not sorry and pretty boy.
m2m the voice so sweet and cute lahs..
lol. anw.

and cheering comp post phone.
at first it sounds like very good news. but i think it might just be bad news
cos like get it over and done with mahs.
than like if other day, i scared same thing happen.. nvr rehearse early enough
still the same thing..
further more, when school reopens, we will have homeworks again
so ppl will be more reluctant to come
... sian. lol.

and i never realise typing formal emails are quite fun..
dont suppose the fun will last anw...

ahhh~ today concluded one thing.
if god gives u sth, she will take sth away from you..
so since i do not believe in god,
i shall put it in science way...
it is the conversation of what you have. what you have cannot be created or destroyed.
it can only be converted.
so next time u get damn lucky, sth will go wrong soon...
having = losing. so dun hav, dun lose.
be a happy man and wish for nth. :))

and now that i got new evidence,...
anyone one me send you evidence of javier saying 'i love felicia' ?
say many times on msn some more.. hahas... felicia so hot.. hais.



ouh man.. super tired.
after camp went home to sleep for two hours. than woke up to go for star gazing.
lol!! super cool. i spotted by tian gang bei dou zhen. LMAO.
then go scare wynn abt ghost at first lvl..
but really, i heard sth at the ghost toilet.
which made me scared as well. but nvm. marcus heard it too.

than after that got the golden chance to send a chio bu home.
lol. i scared i say her HOT name later got guys want bash me up.hahas
so better dont say bahs... but she go home from work
so like quite late already so i say i sent her home lors.
on the way saw wenliang so went up collect money :)

anw, live ops was rather cool. got songs and dance.
hahas. but other than post man walk, other activities were not very unique.
i mean, the fun is there but nth that hit me anw.
and the storys were boring. but my pm rocks.
half a hand. wanted to shake it but didnt have a chance.
and also my PM chio bu. wahahaas.
hmm.. what else?
oh yea. fruit bar was nice. but my ration not nice.
my platoon not bad lahs.
got weilie, zong heung, bryan, yu xian, alissa, and harsha. this are the ppl i knew already
than made frens with rui xuan, jarod. and who else ar? kinda forgot le...

those stuff that shld be taught not really very effective.
i read the book also more interesting.
but overall, it was fun lahs.
and i never realised doing drills was fun.
i guesse junjie was right. but i think do drills with uniform will be kns.
looking forward to the next one..

***************

ytd very disappointed with rachel.
but how come u can just walk away...
shall not say more.
but i hope everyone can participate 100% for cheering comp...
if not 80% also enough. i just hope...


and for anouncement, there is not need to bring books on monday.
lol. gd luk for junheng for bpian idol.



hahas today mr jamil left.
hmm. not much comment but i suppose the ceremony is quite successful
and also, much cherished.
at least mr jamil deserves it i mean.





leave no stones unturned. leave ur fears behind.





























lol. please click on the picture to enlarge..
revealing xinkai's feelings for felicia. lol.
hahas. damn funny. xinkai says he wants to practise the guitar to play a love song for felicia.
i think the song is 1234... hahas.
felicia. if u see these. hahas. xinkai will be dead. cos khairuddin will kill him.
lol. javier also. i dunno why...


shit. i also dunno what am i writing. lol. nvm.





anw, woke up at 12.30 todays.
then i was damn scared. cos i forgot tdy dunnid go sch. but soon realised.
so i slept till the bio students are done. hahas,
so immediately, went to have breakfast at the coffeshop and now back at home sorting out my
handphone stuff while laming with xinkai.





later, probably want to go bukit timah find CIP.. but got to go by myself
rain clouds are revealing. shld i go?






my room after exams... see the negative impacts of exams?



hais. in just another day, exams will be over.
then it is time for us to fear of getting our paper back.
but those experienced one will make th best of the time b4 getting back the papers.
then again, why the fear?
cos we know we wont be doing well.
cos if we dont do well is disappointment to parents.
cos we know the above two will cost us our computer time.
cost us our play time.
and gives us all the nagging we ever need. more than we need.

hmmm nagging is unhealthy for both parties. so what for?



utterly disappointed. all the lies.



ahhhs... if i could pass chem. i wld be elated already.
feeling stressed at the thought of not being stressed.
how come?
why?
i dont know... i feel guilty for not feel anxious.
but can i control it anw?
doubt so.
but anw. chem was tough.
and ytd was a super suay day.
sat on a sticky chair
got splashed by mud.
forgot to bring home chem file
and fell asleep without studying.
today want to pang sai all the toilet bowl dirty. LOL.

so anw, lets see how far my 5mins revision on chem & lit can bring me to.



those stars over there,
they look like they are close to each other
but they are actually very far away.
and far apart.
..its like us.
the things u see arent always real.

how hard must i try,
to understand the unseen truth.
the complex and the cruel truth.
how far away is our distance
the distance between me and u.

i want to understand.
bcos i dont.
some how i have to.
ur pain, sadness and trouble.
i didnt realise any of that.
i am no good. no good.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxXUFEY_DiY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjzs9LpFdcc

damn sian... why must singapore be so busy... hais. i want a get away..
what was i busy doing anw?? dots..

anw, on labour day i went to some where special.. while everyone is suppose to study,
i am still playing...
nvm. post other day