Prelims already started, but i dont know why i from the start till now, i still havent been able to get into the nervous, anxious, no-time-to-lose and therefore hardworking mood.

its like a symptom i cant get rid off. maybe the best consolation i can find is - this isnt the time to peak yet;wait for 0s!
but its quite disgusting
heard that chem is very hard. SUPER hard. A lvl standard.
so i will lose an A.
maybe this time round, the thought of not getting my 5 A1s .. saddens me.
i've already screwed up english compre. venice part a essay i also screwed up le.
wonder whats next.




sooner or later.. it will end up with i regret unblocking you..
damn it. i really hate being a dissappointment.
and i should really start controlling myself.