officially unhappy and tired.
i think i need to exercise more.. to keep my heart paced..
like lance armstrong at 32 heart beats per min... avg ppl is more than double that.. some triple

dunno why, this time robo comp like more stress than other astro comp..
last time all i do b4 comp is think and study...
this time like work in a team. old frens but still havent worked in a comp tgt b4.
and being new in the field, it piles up the stress lvl.

whatever it is, i wanna say i am pissed with arena and paul beidermann or sth...
gosh.. why must they come up with a better swiming suit ... and still go win micheal phelps..
and why wasnt it on the front page of today newspaper?

wasted a whole lot of time researching on phelp's suit and silas told me it was overtaken...
means i wasted my time and have to redo.
gosh...


and i hope joy gets better... relationship is really very annoying at times...