Monday, May 18, 2009
5:37 PM
hahas today mr jamil left.
hmm. not much comment but i suppose the ceremony is quite successful
and also, much cherished.
at least mr jamil deserves it i mean.
so anw, this post is dedicated to all.
for those who scored.
for those who failed their target.
firstly, what are exams for? arent they to test you? then if u got all the marks, wasnt it a failed test? (as quoted from mr chiam.)
the setter fails to test u.
congrats to those who scored well,
to those who improved tremedously
(ppl like JJ first time pass get A1 le. the power of love. whaos. go one tuition with weishi so pro le.)
and also to those who felt that they tried their best.
these are the ppl who will look forward to the next test as they want to do better.
congrats, u have reached the highest degree of success.
success is not all abt the destination but the journey. (listen to miley - the climb. lol.)
but in any case, i know those who scored well cant wait to show all their feelings of achievement.
you guys would feel damn good. so shiok.
u reached it.
but how abt those around you? if u have frens who didnt score that well,
the more you say, the more they will feel bad, isnt it?
then again, its never wrong to express your feelings,
but sometimes, maybe just surpress it a little .
your home will be the best place for you to show-off. not in sch.
all the comparing with each other can give rise to competiveness,
to higher quality work,
but perhaps it is unhealthy to relationships and feelings.
not good. not good...
maybe, there is no way to have fun while aiming a target. .. reminds me of the interview. shit!.
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for those who didnt do well, congrats. u have company (ME!)
ouh. its easier said than done. totally agree with this sentence.
i can ask ppl to dont mind and move on blah shit.
but i cant bring myself to it when it happens to me.
thats why there are sayings like ' dont do what u preech. '
well, thats totally me.
but when there are times like this, we seem to be on a piece of fabric
and the area we stand at seems to sink down.
deep down while others are still on top. - in fact, higher.
we seem to gain weight , like a marble on a piece of cloth would bend and dent it downwards.
and time stops for us, cos it seems like ur world is crushing down.
why? to let us ponder and let us reflect.
sadness and disappointment devours our heart
and the mind keeps flashing sentences like why did i get this kind of marks.
why am i stupid or what has gone wrong.
then for ppl like wensiew,
they prepare how to tell the whole world how badly they have done.
start blaming urself.
hahas. i havent found a formula out of this but nvm.
i will still give one sentence.
take it to the mind but not the heart.
no matter how badly you have done, u still have to go on.
but its okay, take some time out, and start thinking what went wrong.
done regret what u've done, because even if u have done bad,
it turns out good if only u see it as a lesson.
find what u done wrong than dont do it again lors.
not easy.
but wadeva it is, dont put it to the heart as in dont be demoralised
and must not lose interest. cos there is no permanent failure as long as u try.
goodnite.
ouh. and i went for an interview today to run for the election of the next science team president. man i cant tell u how hard it was... if a range from 1 to 10, 10 being damn hard, X>11....
