ello!
hey, i am feeling weird now. but in anw, i still have to announce this.
i am going to start working after deepavali.
it is might kinda sound 'cool' but maybe if you give it some thought,
it is not that nice after all... full time work. 9am to 6pm mon to saturday.
meaning i only have one day free.. sunday.

well if you are wondering wad i am gonna do, answer is i dont know either.
but sounds like labour work. to a certain extend you can call me a coolie. cos it is unskilled work after all.
it is a printing company i think. but not that kinda office print stuff. big big advertisement one i think.


it really hits me when i realise all that i will be missing out.
no more basket ball. no more blogging. no more msn. no more fun bascically.
i am soo afraid to say the truth. i will be worn out by the end of every day.
i might just break down one day.
what if my boss aint good to me?
what if i get bullied by the other workers? teasing me to be so young?
what if .....

then i wont be able to spend time with my family.
i wont be able to go out to catch a movie or smth with frens like you guys.
i will be just spending the 2months working in the company with lots of weird ppl i dont know.
i think i will spend all my other time sleeping, just to have a break and get ready for the next day of work.

those time that shld have been dedicated to reading books to improve my eng.
those time that shld have been used for entering the realms of science.
those time that shld have been spend on having fun.
- they wld all be gone...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

but wad can i say... since i have decided, i must give all i can.
i must be worth the money they pay.
i must work and revise at the same time.
i think i shall just try my best.

some times i wld joke to myself - well maybe when this two months is up, i wld be stronger than ever. in terms of both strength and endurance. i will be more discipline and will gain experiene in working life. and maybe also understand that money is not easy to earn and maybe be more thrifty.
but. i am constantly afraid i will give up half way.

anw, by the end of this two months, i think i can earn arnd 800 to 900 +
i think arnd 3 bucks per hour bahs. will be taking leaves to go for some astro stuff.
but anw, pls do update me with any thing.. class chalet i think can attend first day bahs... hopefully...
send me msg if you wan find me.. i will find means to call you back ASAP.
and i wont be staying at my hse anymore. so dont bother calling my hse no.


will be missing alot of you guys. my mum dad and bro sis as well. feel so sad..





super cool song from high school musical!



i am not moving by the script.



i dont love you by MCR

i am not broke, i am just a broken hearted man. how can i move on when i am still in love with you? there's a big hole in my world. if one day you wake up and find that your missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on earth i could be. will you find me?

when you go, would you even turn to say, i dont love you like i did yesterday. another dollar is just another blow. and maybe when you get back, i'll be off to find another way.


okay this is currently one of my fav. songs. super cool! duet.