Wednesday, August 6, 2008
8:25 PM
Untittled
I am not afraid to keep on living. i am not afraid to walk this world alone.
i dont need. anything or anyone.
before my time is up. what u want from me?
all that i ever was. i dont know where is it.
i can't identify myself..
maybe my identity is change.
i dint want to leave at all. i feel a strong sense of attachment.
but those brothers. maybe ju 'so-called'
wads their EQ man. or is my mask too real?
i dont quite know how to say how i feel.
those few things. were did too much. they dont mean a thing.
will u still bother or rather rmb wad u even did that in the first place?
too many good byes. too fast in technlogy. all the improvements. advancements.
keep moving dude. u dont want to be left behind all by urself.
if i just lay here. in the everchanging world. would u lay by my side and just forget the world?
currently trying to soak in the realms of music. forget everything pls.
friends.. one too close ith no subsance at all. not good.
one not sensitive at all. no good.
one cant relate anth much. not good
one two three dont understand you at all. not good.
one is not just a good lstener by agreeing to wadeva u say.
one ppls jus nod and wave all my troubles away.
damn it. i was once so nochalent. happy go luky. i dont know if tis a learning process. i want to go back. but somethings gone are gone.
having only equals to a tendancy to lose it. therefore a famous person ever said that true happiness comes from admiring withou desiring. well for those lost. keep it as a happy memory
i have too much thing to do.. am i too ambitious? or i jus dont have the control? with great power comes great responsibility. i dont feel the power, but the responsibilities are shrinking me.
i tried to make a beast out of myself. but i dont get rid the pain of being a man yet.
You know you're in love when you don't wanna go to sleep at night because your life is finally better than a dream. Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.
