infinitechaos

2012-01-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

Dance

Pointers for Ms Wee’s exercise: Warm-up exercise

For tabletop:

1) Make sure you elongate your body so that your body is straight, if you can’t seem to do it, it may mean that you have moved too much to the left/right. Don’t overshoot your corner, if not you can’t work your lower back.

For Flatback pulses:

1) Be very mindful of your arms, keep them by your side and don’t bring them furtherback

2) Be mindful of your back, so press your chestbone down to keep it straight

3) Keep your head down

For Demi-plié:

1) Do not bend your back while doing it

During contraction of body (rolling up):

1) Imagine your body is being punched at the belly-button

When doing rises:

1) Do not adjust yourself; try to stabilize yourself using your core muscles

2) Try to go as high as you can

3) Press your 10 toes against the ground; don’t let them pop up

For working the spine:

1) Make sure you keep your weight in the centre when you bend left/right

2) When you drop down and roll back up, be aware in the change of spine

When doing quad/thigh stretch:

1) Make sure you keep your knees together

When doing butt stretch:

1) Make sure you press your knees down

When you are doing the reaching exercise (the one where you step right and lift your right arm):

1) Make sure you look upwards

Also, be mindful of the retiré when you do it.

For the leg exercise:

Tendu flexes and points (your leg is stretched out, and you flex and point, and then do a plié):

1) Keep your leg straight

2) Don’t let your guard down on the feet, especially when you bring your feet behind, press the heel down when you flex

3) When you do your plié, pull yourself up.

When doing your plié in 2nd:

1) Remember to keep your tailbone down

Whenever you do use your feet:

1) The process is always heel, ball, and the toe of your foot

When doing attitude:

1) Supporting leg must be very straight

2) Hold your centre and pull your body up

3) There should be minimum weight on the leg used for the attitude

Across the floor: Pas De Bouree

1) When you turn, don’t throw your weight back (despite you throwing your hands back), keep yourself centred

2) Remember to accent your hands on count number 1

3) When you turn, remember to rotate on the spot, don’t move to the left

2011-11-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

2011-09-11T23:21:00.001+08:00

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2011-08-27T23:54:00.001+08:00

2011-07-08T02:10:00.000+08:00

2011-06-14T15:57:00.001+08:00

Group calling groups

Issue
Expectations of the committee
– Being accountable of their behaviour and their own responsibilities
– More alert and discipline than the rest
– Respect each other in their own roles have faith and trust in them
– Tenacity – cannot give up! Cheer people on. BE OVERFLOWING WITH POSITIVE ENERGY!
– Taking initiative to get around people! Help out!
– Can help one another out

Gossip issues?
Discipline issues?
Cleanliness?

Involve all the j1s in PPP:
Overall in charge - 2
Food and beverage IC - 2
Logistics/decoration/event props/venue - 3
Farewell team/gifts/notes/video – 3
Finance/budget man/treasurer - 1
Design programmes/games – 2

MC?

Decision is not final for comm. Heads

2011-04-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

2011-04-02T01:34:00.003+08:00

1st april is the day i joked with myself. i finally saw you again in BP but i'm sorry, i just can't endure the ache. oh i think you should know . that's why i have to leave. you would never imagine how mixed my emotions are everytime you say something emotional. having contradicting thoughts is my worst pandemonium. the conflict between hope and fact. why can't you be more open and obvious? this forbiden fruit thing is becoming too draggy i guess once bitten, twice shy is an understatement. sometimes we never want to try certain things again. someone need to take the initiative. when will you do ?

2011-03-13T18:28:00.001+08:00

Any Secondary school student like to have tuition for this march holidays?

Didn't do well for common test? Need help doing hmwk? Havent seem to understand term 1's work? or wanna prepare for term two?

For physics, Additional Maths and Elementary Maths
......
Please PM me . price is TOTALLY negotiable and time slot is flexible BUT limited so HURRY! contact me @ Lnfinitechaos@hotmail.com

2011-02-20T15:06:00.002+08:00

guess what, after that cny thing i really should have quited twitter and facebook.
the same thing that makes them so popular is the same thing that's screwing me up again and again.

i tot it's over but this fucking black cloud's still following me around.
asyraf still fucking hates me . and all i said was a "yah duh " and he comes back with a "arrongant ac"
right.. duh could be arrogant. whatever, i didn't like that word last time too.
but i he added that "i dont need a wish from you anw"
fuck that mother fucker fuck them all.
he didnt need a friend like me too. and i'm so fucking hurt but its just so lame to say why.
damn it.. cos i cherished the times we spent talking tgt at the front or the classrooms.
in most of my worst time i talked things to asyraf and i treated him as a friend.
someone open minded to be a really great listening year.
but its over.

and rachel, i'm not gonna apologise again. i've done you wrong . you shouldn't be affected by me rightt.
truth is, i miss you.
in reality, i'm still very attached to the affection i had.
but what i'm showing is that i hate you and i don't give a damn.
so just hate me back and i will love it.

2011-02-13T18:31:00.002+08:00

so you don't like to do qns without answer. well, neither do i like to ask questions without getting the answer.

zz

for the first time of my life
i went for an audition! haha. ACJC dance audition was madness
just the warm up itself already killed half us the ppl there.
then the choreograph killed another 80%.

but at least, the numbers weren't as bad as i thought.
there was less than a hundred there.
AHHH i really wanna get in!
but at the same tired worried i can't cope with it ><

School isn't that bad. but something abt lectures makes me wanna sleep
because they are doing the basics now, its really boring too.
yet out of those boring stuff something will be impt and if you don't listen to everything,
you're bound to lose that silver needle out of the stack of hay.
such a tedious job.

valentines day is tmr.
but how many are there to celebrate?
all the lovers. lol... to me, its the day all the lonely peeps unite!

2011-01-20T12:51:00.003+08:00

it turns out that. . . i cant really get angry with you.
i tried but i cant.
all i feel is guilt.
guilty of getting you affected. all because of me.
and even as you felt digusted or irritated, BY ME. you still treat me very nicely.
tolerate and tolerate my nonsense.
so if i dont give up on you, if i dont let go, i'm not a man.
lol...
man.. you should have told me earlier.
tell me straight in the face or sth..
tsk.
whatever.. its still my fault.

2011-01-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

up and tired to make an attempt to vent but i just feel so weak whenever i wanna say what i feel.
cos from where you seat and look at this, you're probably gonna intepret it 110% different.
so i never wanted to be irritating, "talking abt you almost all the time"
i just happen to think of you all the time okay. no when or how or why or what.
IT HAPPENS. and its not like i want it to.
all i know is i feel alive, i feel hope and build on a faith,
a faith that says maybe one day, maybe one fine day you might take a liking for me.
but it never happens.

right now, i keep giving this gloomy face i'm so afraid it will be stuck like that.
you dont even realised what you did.
COS it dont matter what i do in the day or how many times i try to erase you off my thoughts at night, in the morning, I WILL ALWAYS GET THAT FUCKING TEAR IN MY MIND AND I WOULD BE THINKING OF YOU. GOD DAMN IT.

it doesnt matter who i go out with, whenever i see a familiar thing, memories comes back to me.
i hear a piano and i rmb wanting to learn it to play it with you.
i saw fish and co. and jurong point and i rmb going to that restaurant at orchard with you.
i feel my some itch in my nose and i rmb you always complain that.
everything just reminds me of you. . .

what do you expect me to do? when everyday in the past, i live the day by thinking how to get to know you better. how to make you happier,
suddenly, i have nth to do. i feel so lost.
the most obvious example is the JCs.
studied hard to get into the same JC as you.
so i tot i will choose whatever you choose.
but now. i dont even care which one i go to. i have no interest in appeal either. i dont even know what course i wanna take.
when i go to facebook or twitter, its to see your most recent update. now i've nth to do when i switch on the com so i succumb to games which i dont like. god damn.

you'll never understand anw.

ahh whatever. i need to sleep

2011-01-12T12:00:00.000+08:00

真心是笑话，勇气是废话，坚持是鬼话，忠诚是梦话，幸福.. 根本就是屁话。

2011-01-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

i dont know how to say....
dunno when why and how i ended in this position
but one thing must have been true all along, that it dosent matter in the end.

no matter what i do.. no matter how far i push.

i need to start understanding, if there is no good reason for liking someone.
then there probably isnt any reason for to dislike someone too.
so there's really nth i should have done to turn it round.
all its gonna do is to disgust her.

now i feel like a lost puppy.
fallen out of a love i've built too much faith on.
waiting for a certificate which is taking forever to come
nowhere here nor there. no one plays bball these days either.
i tried to spend time by getting into the dota business but i get thrown out of it almost the moment i step into it.

probably gaming isnt really for me. i kill the enemy and i dont feel happy.
i eyes didnt even twitch when i get killed either.
and when the game ends, all i get is a bad eye ache and a tiny sense of lost of time.

the future doesnt seem bright at all.
i'm afraid i might lose myself..

2010-12-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

wooh my ah ma just said i am skinny again cos i can wear three layers of pants -.-
LOL. lots of things happen this week actually. at work and home.
but its really hard to pen everything down.
either way, i got to start having a journal.
doing too many things is making me forget everything.
kinda have this lost-in-time feeling and occasionally withdrawal symptoms.
but i'm gonna make it a point to talk about my Europe trip man!
hope those virus stop tagging too ~

2010-12-02T13:36:00.008+08:00

so i will be going out all alone with a girl tmr. but she is not my girl friend. lol.

i thought i could get my pay last night. but turns out xiao wei didnt even appear.

and the hotel printed my name tag afterall. even after i "bought" it. so whats the point?

anw. i intended to go for the last time at shangri la. i was finally made the In charge.
haha.. honestly, i secretly want to be. just to try it out (after the other occasion when i had a bad IC.)
and guess what! it turn out really well.

for the first time a guy made my heart melt. LOL not intended to be gay. but heart meltzzz
if in just one night of interaction, someone can tell you, hey you are a good leader. it really shows something dosent it?

anw. we were clearing up and i was walking back with this Hafizi guy. and i said, i think i didnt do a really good job. can see that i still dunno many things and you are actually quite ready to be an IC already lor. in fact, i think you can do better than me.

he said : nope. i dont think so.. you may be inexperienced but you have the leadership qualities.

omg.
makes me suddenly want to go back.
and i also heard that many others want to work there as well. maybe i shall go back to see how they survive?
but they are so lucky..
i had to learn everything on my own. they have one gang to count on each other.

****

going out tmr. i was really excited. but after hearing what qiujin said last night... i then realised i wasn't the one. i wasnt choosen.
it was just a wishful thinking on my side.
still.. i shall try not to be too emotional tmr.
if not i could really screw our relationship much.

2010-11-30T10:16:00.003+08:00

13 &14 - Shangri la training and work.
15 - went to ICA wanted to do passport de. but failed. then go visit ahma
16 - working
17 - went shopping for prom at bedok!
18 - bball match with windermere ppl.
19 - went to kallang for training (chiro) then still take taxi to hotel to work
20 21 - hotel training plus both days working.
22 - looking for shoes at lot 1 with jesh, then tried to bake cookies. lol.. still eating them now.
23 shopshop for guitar and shoes & prom night! awesome photos.
24th - ice skating with cousins
25 - tried to work but had stomach ache. wah sian, if no i see pm lee in person
26 - final training for chiro
27 & 28 - worked as persenter at bukit timah plaza. lol.. alighting at the wrong bus stop sucks.
29 - bball with buddies! omg.. leg cramp then i wake up.
30 (today) - going back to little guilin with xinkai. zzz gay. LOL

everyday got things huh.. not bad.
looking forward to friday!

2010-10-26T20:47:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R8nhCofm_Pw

2010-10-24T16:35:00.003+08:00

Gemini : (I feel i am really one)

your quick and clever wit makes your conversation fascinating
you believe in doing things the easiest, most comfortable and most enjoyable way
there are few people who can keep up with you but you value them greatly when they can take your pace
your approachability makes it easy for you to become popular
you are fun to be with; you rarely take yourself seriously and are always willing to adapt to change
you feel distinctly if you are asked to identify yourself with one single direction or opinion

Likes : novelty and the unusual, the freedom to travel, acting quickly on decisions

Dislike : mental inaction and irrevocable commitments

a gemini = attention to details and adaptabillity
movement, curiosity, exploration and short journeys
wit, instinct, persuasion, change and variety

believes in the saying "sharing increases your assets."
shares anything material or immaterial
have a well ordered mind despite having the tendency to think one hundred things at once
the curious type not afraid of asking questions that make others squirm
can make people laugh and have one of the most brilliant insights

2010-10-15T21:28:00.002+08:00

You know what i fear most right now?
studying hard for my both science and end up not getting A1 for both of them. -.-

why? because today i didnt really studied. but yet i got full marks for my mcq.
and then that paper was 2005 0 lvl.
LOL. i okay luhs, i did study for 2 hours in the morning. but then, none for them came out what.
like this not counted right?

haish. listening to the wu hua guo from upstairs.
我现在最怕的是，你有一天会跟我说你希望你从来都没有预见到我。

****

tsk, slept only for 4 or 5 hours. toss for at least one hour in the bed
cos the weather sO HOTTTT!!!! #$%^&*@
waliao. grrr. tonight same heat i swear im gonna on my aircon man.
ciao. damn tired le

2010-10-12T10:20:00.003+08:00

我去了很多地方，但其实什么地方也没有去
迷失不等于前进
沉淀不等于后退
我的身体移动力有限，但我的心想象无限
所以无论去了哪里，走了多远
我觉得都不能用世俗的距离来论断

我觉得爱情是没有保存期限的
但是热恋期有
想要维持爱情的温度
千万不要稳不稳定
面对你的爱人每天都要从新跟她邂逅一次

面对福扎的生活却还能保持单纯的梦想
面对现实的阻扰却还能保持真实的自我
忠实真诚乐观温暖的女人最吸引我

人可以不任性但是不能認分

2010-10-03T16:10:00.002+08:00

holy cow

zodiac Gemini, below are their perfect match criteria :

Perfect Partners: Libra, Aquarius

Nearly Perfect Partners: Aries, Leo

Like Minded Souls: Gemini

Opposites Youre Attracted To: Scorpio, Capricorn

Learn From Your Differences: Taurus, Cancer

Not Your Destiny: Virgo, Pisces

Astrological Hell: Sagittarius @#$%^&*

2010-09-29T18:57:00.004+08:00

城市就像人一样
在不同时间，不同地点
就会呈现出不同的相貌

像现在，我就看到一个不同的你

你说的我都承认
但我觉得，任何特质都是一体两面的嘛
是缺点也是优点
是嚣张也是气势
是毒舌也是机智
是自大也是自信嘛

我只是觉得每个人都有权利追求自己想要的东西
亲近自己想亲近的人
我只是比一般人有能力更忠于自己的想法吧
这样有什么不对吗？
更何况，我根本不需要全世界的人都在乎我
我只要我在乎的人，喜欢我就够了

我也不是想告诉你我是个好人
我只是觉得人是一种很复炸的动物
我不愿意用好跟坏，真么简单的一个字
来形容一个人

2010-09-27T17:52:00.004+08:00

什么才算是女人的条件呢？

记好了

条件分很多种，但就对没有十全十美的女人
一般来说好了
漂亮的不下厨
下厨的不温柔
温柔的没主见
有主见的每女人味
有女人味的会乱花钱
不会乱花钱的不会打扮
会打扮不放心
放心的，肯定不能看

反过来说，男人也一样
有才华的长得丑
长的帅的不会赚钱
会赚钱的不顾家
顾家的没出息
有出息的不浪漫
浪漫的靠不住
靠得住的，肯定是个窝囊废

所以说，拥有以上两个条件的是个好女人
三种以上就算是极品

****

同时拥有四种以上的条件，叫做挑战

2010-09-20T05:46:00.001+08:00

just nice 400 tweet. time to leave twitter

2010-09-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

a bad thing a bad our brain, is it distorts and deletes information.
what does this mean ?
basically, what you dont want to see and dont want to hear, your brain blocks them off automatically.
and, what you have done that you dont like to remeber, your brain deletes it!

thus many times when two people are in the exact same situation, they experience an entirely different thing.
finally, you will also find yourself being unaware of some of the things you said and did, because your brain deletes them.
for example, if you strongly believe that you are an honest person, on a certain occasionan you lied. you will quickly forget about it and continue believing that your completely honest.
but who can say for sure that he is completely honest?

my point here is, its great to have friends to act as mirrors, showing you and telling you
what you have done and giving their perspective.
only then, can you improve the man in the mirror.

2010-09-13T21:13:00.003+08:00

i remembered very clearly, before the september holidays,
i was praying, wishing, hoping and even begging for a break.
so that i can catch up on all my old work and then be in pace with the class (especially for amaths)

ah, holidays eventually came. but did i do my work?
NO. i was playing blue-moon, watching ps man and reading books (which i naively thought it would help my english)
so when school reopened today. i felt back in square one.
its term 4 and nothing had changed. <<<< was my past participle correct?

but never mind. lets move on.
now is not the time to feel depressed and regretful.
just keep moving on, and focus on the goal.
reflecting and stuff can wait, 8 weeks later.

so go bathe now and start now!
jia you . (haha.. dont laugh at me cos i think i really need some encouragement)
go go GO!

2010-09-10T21:01:00.003+08:00

i think one of my biggest problem in english writing (be it short EWs, proposal, essay)
I NEVER READ WHAT I WRITE.
thats right. but im really not interested in whatever i wrote luhs.

i suddenly realise, what a pain! to read woonkiat's work. since even im not interested in my own stuff, coupled by my hand writing and ugly cancellations
no wonder i always get low marks...

regardless, i must get my A1 for english.
MUST.

and why i got b3 for chinese?
its because i choose to get b3. its because i chose not to prepare early enough and i chose not to practice well.
so its really my wrong decisions that caused me to get b3. not that i cant.

yeah, with this new way of thinking, i believe i will be in more control over my own results
and not push the blame on other things.
=D

and.. its not that i dont want to use YOUR acc to comment..
it is because if i do it, rumors will follow. lol.. it dosent affects me
but it is different for you mah..
still, there is an improvement. haha

2010-09-07T17:04:00.002+08:00

虽然我出局，但我很开心
她一棒把我打醒，

没错，爱情就是游戏
谁先付出真心，谁就是输家
这一次，是我太天真了
但是以后，我不会再输了

我不会再对爱情抱着不切实际的幻想
爱情是一种错觉，是基因在作祟是荷尔蒙在搞鬼

在爱情里，九十九分都是假的吧
只有一分是真实的
那一分是 - 痛
可笑的是，你身上不会有伤口，你不会流血
可是这种痛会扎扎实实地咬着你不放
直道有一天，把你的心咬下来
你才能完完全全摆脱这种痛
没有心就不会痛

要用一句话来形容我的爱情观
有 - 去他妈的爱情

2010-09-06T21:31:00.003+08:00

今天你没上网，突然觉得很寂寞
我才发现到，其实每次开电脑时都在盼望你的出现

***

went to shengshiong today to buy stuff for the bbq. wah spent 3 whole hours.
for the first time, i wasnt late lor, but other ppl late.
still need wait 17 mins.. totally angry until my heart beat fast.
but when the two of them appear, the anger just dissipated
haha.. maybe cos ppl pretty bah.

then taught, i think thats the reason why im late all the time.
because i just cant stand waiting for others
yet, why havent i spared a thought for the people waiting for me lehs?
dunno. i guess im selfish =D

so monday is gone. and i havent studied yet. -.-

2010-09-03T16:52:00.006+08:00

虽然我还不晓得事情的来龙去脉，
但从今天开始，我说话要越来越小心了。。

我本性就很喜欢先斩后奏，这就是我的做事方式
反正，对自己有信心，说过的话肯定做得到，
所以早答应或迟一点说对我而言毫无关系
也没有什么杀伤力

但就是因为这样，别人误会我没有真诚。
其实，我也没有必要，为这种人瞧不起我又自以为是的人而烦恼

可是我想了想，这年来，没有为4m1 举办什么，
就想趁 0 lvl 还没到很靠近很靠近的时候
做一些有意义的事。
没想到，搞成这样

这根本不是我想看到的
hais

2010-09-02T18:10:00.001+08:00

i think my bro is crying. but i dont know what i can do.

2010-09-01T20:58:00.004+08:00

14th day without facebook
1st night without twitter

as for now, i really regret. but later, i would find it silly
lets see, how did the process go ?
i guess at the start, i started blogging cos i wanted to share the day, the activities and events in my perspective. that was in sec 1 ?
then after that, it became more for people to understand me. cos i think there is someone else under this face.

later in sec 2 ah... that one dont want say le.
when sec 2 ended, i got introduced to facebook. at that time, without much friends, its just a gaming webby
when the socialising era started, i added more and more friends and my counter hit 500 friends.
wooh, how many of them do i really know man.
why facebook have the upper hand?
cos its much more popular and much faster. summarise the whole day in a status.
how cool can that be? but ppl like it short, compact and funny.
so from paragraphs of words, they reduced it to max of 400 words per status.
how many ppl are willing to read blogs anw? unless its your good buddy or your crush's blog luhs.
so if you have to pick the one most interesting fact and post it as a sentence.
to let ppl read.

after some time, it becomes more and more like a popularity contest.
in my eyes at least. though i didnt like it. but its really nice for ppl to like your status
cos it means hey! i agree with you pal.
thats why i changed, to post only funny and likable stuff. hahaha...

it then occured to me, all this aint getting me anywhere. it becomes hypocritical
your status, isnt really your status ...if you know what i mean.
the other downside of facebook being so popular is once you post something
a hundred over ppl reads it.
talkative ppl like me wont be able to control the urge to post things.
so if, you post things, that will spoil your image, either by someone misunderstanding your post or maybe it's just a tiny little thought in your mind, but in other ppl's eyes, its magnified, generalised and stereo-typed.
so you got to be really careful abt random thoughts.

while these are just some leading factors, the primary one that got me going is
facebook was taking tooo much time. sometimes, its boring but i still dont leave the facebook homepage for fear some thing trendy might just pop up and i will miss it.

thus, i migrated off to twitter. where its more like a big msn conversation where ppl say random things and you dont really have to read all of them.
twitter feels good cos i felt like im in a big family. talking to anyone, everyone and at anytime.

hais. whats goes around comes around. in the end, i am still back to blogger.
so its really not those webpages fault. i am the one with problems.
if you want to change others, you have to change yourselves first.
no point changing from fb to twitter or to blogger. cos the main problem lies within me

so till then, i shall stay discreet. hopefully.

2010-08-26T21:48:00.004+08:00

8th day without facebook

waha, prelims are over. but so what? Os are coming.. yes it aint far.
therefore, im cramming all my traditional must-do-after-exams-activities
haha, which include sleeping all day, eating buffets, playing some warcraft, playing basketball and going to visit my grandmas (plural)
gosh.. i guesse a whole day of basketball and computer really sores the eyes and tires the body and soul.
so i shall move on to my next activity! sleep! hahaha..

****

saw the relay msg?
food party on teachers day. thats all fine but guesse what!
muslims are still freaking fasting!! spare some thought for them man!
isnt it quite irritating. when ppl start forgetting abt the minorities.
ah a mistake made by many unconciously anw. so shall not be blamed.
but we need to be more sensitive to ppl okay! heard that? SENSITIVE!
its better being sensitive than to be insentitive lor.
much better. if ppl are insensitive to your feelings, it can really be awkward.
not knowing what type of expression or reaction to use.
and.. it can really make me pissed.

having said that, the conclusion is being sensitive would make you a bit more worried about more things, while being insensitive will allow you to have a better life, and dont care more things, but hurt others. well, its your choice

***

i think im addicted - cause i feel addicted.
spammed four episodes of PS man today.(what does the ps means? i stil dunno)
but then its really great. its got the humor, the songs and some chinese idioms, its touching and the guy is smart and cool. not to mention also, shuai.
lol. i know, great things end very quickly.
so i shall regulate my show time. or i will really miss the show when its all over.
hmm... and i really think ma xiao qian looks darn familiar.
dunno where have i seen this pretty face.

***

anw, this post was meant for yesterday de.
but i continued typing another two para after my com DC (which i wasnt aware)
so what great things Ive typed ytd, was all not saved
as i ignorantly press the button
i was directed to the - webpage cannot be seen - page.
everything was lost. i got pissed and went to sleep.
and i totally have no idea what i typed.. shesh.

behind every player, there must have been something in his story that made him a player - his most heartbreaking experience, usually leads him not to believe in love anymore.
and it would take a very compassionate person to bring him back, and make him believe once again, that true love exist in this world.

2010-08-25T21:12:00.004+08:00

love. really really love this
so lively. so brilliant. so shuai. so cute. wahahaha
best class.
picture says a thousand words..
so i all these words also extra de. enjoy

accompanied by what im listening now. lol..
and also. doing...

2010-08-23T15:27:00.004+08:00

4th day without facebook

getting used to prelims so much i dont want it to end cause i fear getting back my papers.
Great. so now i know i failed my SS. and my testimonial is in a mess.
basically, cause i dont know what is wanted and what is not.
i thought very impt and nice phrase, all kena cancelled away.
but its all very well, as long as Ms R accepts it and dont scold me.

something amazing happened today. i ate burger king with my mother!
omg. seriously amazing.. cause my mum never eats fast food with me de.
maybe once or twice where there were nth else to eat. but this one is special.
so in the end, she still said she didnt like it. LMAO -.-

last night, i was thinking. that time i think PWs mentioned, if you dream abt someone then that person was thinking of you the night before.
if that was true... oh no die. means she must have been dreaming abt me everynight luhs.
no wonder she so scared of me. -.-
LOL

love this song.

你的美丽我要珍惜昨天会忘记
是谁遗失了你我愿配着你找回自己

2010-08-22T09:37:00.002+08:00

3rd day without facebook.

ooo ive been blogging regularly. which shows that removing facebook does not entirely eliminate the time spent on the computer.
hopefully, it did reduce significantly enough for me to improve my studies.

its quite nice to see there are still people coming to my blog luhs!
i mean its surprising. after such a long time. there are still people blogging and coming to see MY blog.
-honoured -
but the funny thing is so many people blocked their blog. LOL..

so i read what chua jeng tweeted abt the american.
some of the facts are true actually. but the way he insults us and call us an
'english speaking china' is really disturbing, disrespectful and ..OH ~ irritating
just pisses me off man.
keep it to yourself luhs. zzz

hmm, and my brother is getting on my nerves man.
90% of the time, if not everytime, whenever he ask for the com i give it to him
even if i only used for like 10 or 15 mins.
and what does he use if for? flip a few pages of bio stuff than start watching PS man.
basket. this morning i switch on the com then went into my room while it loads
and guess what? he hogged it.
which hog means - to selfishly take more than one's share of. (according to dictionary)
say, what can i do ?
cannot find someone who can think more highly abt himself than my brother
guo fen.

nvm, here's the mv for ai bu dan xing!!
totally didnt realise that it camed out le. yes! means can sing it on k-box le!
woots*

为何我还相信她不是独行侠?

2010-08-21T15:25:00.004+08:00

2nd day without facebook.

i think twitter is more abt yourself, facebook is more of social, blogging is journalling.
but i think all are equally suitable for stalking. LOL.

kay whatever. the general perception of stalking already changed and being accepted so much that i cannot stick to my own beliefs
because what is right, may not be popular.
so what is popular/common/supported by majority became what is right.

but really, who can say what is right and wrong? god? a pity. i dont believe in gods.

and i just found out, yeekiet is so cute.. the way he talk abt the person he like. hahaha
like some beginner like that. so innocent, so naive.

2010-08-20T16:32:00.002+08:00

oh cool.
i've gotten someone to change my facebook password.
its been only one day since and i feel all unconnected already.
of course, insecure as well.

since, facebook really does have all the latest updates.
its social, just right for someone talkative like me.

but god damn, since i've decided, i shall live without it.
chinese results is a very loud irritating wakeup call.
keep imagining, if all my results also get B3
then the future seems dead isnt it?

anyhow, after two months of not writing chinese words,
my hands become soggy right after attempting to write a proper sentence.
(eh at least i can still write my chinese name okay!!)
yeah, and i've decided to pay for myself for the chinese 0s retest.
so i shall work doubly hard. if not 27 dollars will be wasted.(not like as if i havent wasted 27 dollars ALREADY)

live goes on. work hard dude.
whats done cannot be undone. but whats left to be undone cannot be left undone.

2010-08-14T13:54:00.003+08:00

Prelims already started, but i dont know why i from the start till now, i still havent been able to get into the nervous, anxious, no-time-to-lose and therefore hardworking mood.

its like a symptom i cant get rid off. maybe the best consolation i can find is - this isnt the time to peak yet;wait for 0s!
but its quite disgusting
heard that chem is very hard. SUPER hard. A lvl standard.
so i will lose an A.
maybe this time round, the thought of not getting my 5 A1s .. saddens me.
i've already screwed up english compre. venice part a essay i also screwed up le.
wonder whats next.

sooner or later.. it will end up with i regret unblocking you..
damn it. i really hate being a dissappointment.
and i should really start controlling myself.

2010-07-24T01:28:00.003+08:00

woots, its one plus le.
but just hours ago, its BPGHS 50th anniversary!
BP 50 years old le!!!!

hahaha, today was a great day man. thought i was freaking late for bball but someone was later.
made me rush so much -.-
brought the gang to bukitbatok sheltered court. awesome man
played 4 freaking full court match. then my eyes was burning i dont know why
it was sheltered dude! maybe prev night read manga bah.

oh yeah then went home to shower and then watch yi tian tu long ji on youtube.
then i was so ganchiong when i see the time 4.40
siao, damn late quickly go change than than do abit of my hair (cos damn messy)
by the time i wear my shoes was like 4.52.
chiong cycle like made and cross red lights.
in the end i reach near lot one i see ppl all strolling.
>< waste all my strength. hah

gee, seatingt at the parade square wasnt the best view of the parade.
in the end i went up to 4th floor. thats much better.
but quite noob. dunno why alot of ppl stand a while like want faint like that.
i tot they reherse many times le.
but UGs are still damn cool man. all the sword thing and guns and flags
really made it look like a mini national day.

then the mp walk like president in our humble school compound.
hehe

okay then all there was the skit and the gay shit thingy with the pinoform i think..
and mass display! still got some yog ppl form our sch.
skating and boxing .
and i so LOVE the freestyle drill.
band performance once again didnt disappoint us. (but the drum major.. aiyoo)
so cool so awesome. ended off with a very suitable song as well!
GOOD JOB chen zu ren and all performers! haha

alright than the dinner was freaking hiralous as well
although there were some *awkward silence
some ppl eat so slow, some ppl everytime kena poke can scream,
some ppl really love yam. some haojian so loyal. haha, serve us somemore. good chap
random fact -seating on grass makes movement hard -
haha, but its still great man. playing with some food.. hehe
and betting with some food. tssk tsk i lost.
just having fun with great guys(and mei nu also!). good memories man.
than later on we went to archive room too. and stole a book!
ah hahah, not stole. was given. hehe

cycled home and my leg really cram..
great day.

2010-07-11T14:16:00.002+08:00

cool, i just packed my stuff again.
which is actually what im supposed to do when i am shifting.
i admire two ppl in this world - song writer be it lyrics or tune, singer.
and the other is those philosopher/ writer.

look at ray bradbury, the crazy insights on the future still stands true even though he wrote it long ago.
George carlin is also someone i admire. his quotes are just amusingly true.
singers on the other hand.. can express their emotions with music.
i wish i could do that too. whatever language your music is in.. other ppl can really feel the emotions.
so amazing right?
and some lyrics can just help us to depict our own life story.

2010-06-26T11:46:00.002+08:00

不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己 I believe
and i wonder how long i can carryon believing

2010-06-26T11:21:00.002+08:00

what do we have here now? two more days to school reopen?
june holidays are ending and i thought i ought to reflect on the four weeks
the meaning of holidays are being disrupted and it isnt really four weeks but
strictly speaking, OH well.

first week of holidays might be the prettiest. three days at RJC having meetings and stuff
its really very relaxed and fun. then it also makes me feel so big
like, you know, we are passing on resolutions and stuff, talking about WORLD issues and solving them
suddenly you ask me to integrate an eqn. doesnt feels right.
abit of a withdrawal symptom. and yeah, it marks the start (of what? later then say)
then another three days back in school. doing test?
just alot of tests. but the last day was great.
movie was exciting and dinner was fun. shopping is just awesome
oh there was also ms aza who saved me . but i didnt save myself. -.-

2nd week was mostly fun and games luh, birth-week afterall. then chem test and bball.
then i went to my grandma house to play wii (seriously, why is my grandma having all the games! i thought kids have them first!!!!)
spoked my interest in tennis boxing baseball and bowling - but it didnt last long anw
yeah
then
as
you
all know
i became sick!..

crap, pratically slept thru three whole days, on the fourthday managed to read some ss and geog text
but . hiash, its still a week wasted.
the other side effect was it made me addicted to my bed, now i never want to get up once i plunge in
IM SERIOUS!! my back says no, dont get up every morning.

oh yeah, fourth week is oh rushing
i cant really rmb though it just passed but
anw
i pangsehed alot of ppl on this week. kbox, sakae, swensens, movie ...
not that i dont want to go but.. it just happened.

i also slept at 3 am on thurday night to do all my hwachong application thingy.
so much trouble, and i guessed pretty much that everyone was rushing as well,
thus the website became super laggy. but cant blame, me too.
i scanned 30 certs and printed 24. (where did the rest go?)
and i just realised that my PSLE cert is quite nice, A A A* A*
what more can i ask.(the marks arent reflected! LOL)

many certificates dont even have my name. and many awards dont have certs.only trophys
which then again, dont have my name GRR
then on the closing day itself, i went to school to stamp all my certs
and took bus to hwachong to deliver. lol.. another day gone.

you would have realised that i havent talked abt doing hmwk. cos ive done none
so .. shall go and do now.. :(

2010-06-11T19:36:00.002+08:00

well i guesse blogging is dead, with all the facebook twitter and all.
however, feels that its still the right place to really talk about your story.
no, MY story.
well, have anyone realised that june holidays are like half gone?
this june was quite well spent. i dunno, but its too fast and not very memorable.
hate my birthday though, spent most of my time on facebook, thus meaningless.
of course, that is besides, having about 150 ppl wishing my happybirthday
haha, though some are like ppl i dont know, and some are just like normal dead wall comments happybirthday with an exclamation mark or maybe a smiley.
but still still, its a record! and its quite sweet (no the replying is damn sian, they dont reply my reply de)

then there is also the handphone. wahaha, i slept at about 11 on 8th june only to be woken up on 9th june at 0005 hahaha
and guesse who's first one! wanhan! omg, 5 msg long sms calling me a girl. -.-
thats besides the point, thanks wanhan. lol
the second i put my phone down (smiling) , three sms came in almost simultaneously (gosh i still have spelling problems)
number 2 is jesh, buddy with the same bday. haha then its soufong charis mark yinting

yay yay, next! morning woken up by rachel's sms, haha so sweet.
eventhough i am not the only one, at least im just glad.
mm, then who's next, paul, le En gugu, mummy junjie melissa, hehe jiejie late few hours.

not bad luhs.

and i got a pink jeans!

2010-06-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

hey. jaychou! the era. heard its his tenth album
lol, love this heartfelt song.
it really depicts his feelings. dunno how he made it into a song but.
how true. how truee.
must have been greatly fustrated by the media. zhen shi de.

shuo le zai jian and yu xia yi zheng ye also very nice.

this is probably his 2nd best album bah, if not the best. cos this time all the song also not bad lo. ~~just, not as good as cai hong, wo bu pei, fa ru xue those hits.~~

chinese 0 lvl is like sooooo . argh.
while rmun is like @#$%^. planning to sleep tmr at rj. lolol

2010-05-15T18:26:00.004+08:00

out of interest, joined rmun. only to relise how inferior i am among those really really remarkable speakers, so confident and clear about their ideas and stand.
feel so out of place. they dont just know their own countries interest,
they understand the system un works and their knowledge of many issues and other countries habits all at their finger tips.

me? i just read a few articles over three days and went for it. nonsense

haish. the only positive thing today was to meet natalie from methodist girls. but she wasnt at rjc for rmun. :(

back home, i watched all the mvs of boys over flowers again.
the songs are really great. so is the show, so sweet. aand the lyrics are so compatible
wanna watch it over again...

2010-03-14T14:18:00.002+08:00

2010-03-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

kk, even as we get busy with life and this fast paced society
we must not forget to give our gratitudes to the ones who helped us.

so despite not doing .... ..... ....... (basically this and that sch work) cannot write out just in case the teachers are just lurking around the corners of this vast cyber world. loitering and waiting for students to scold them
then ah HAH! you die tmr in sch. =.= LOLOLOL

yahlah, just want to express my sincere gratitudes to the two bangladeshi workers who happen to be walking by the bukit batok wrote after shopping for groceries in tenmile shengshiong.

thank you thank you - for picking up my wallet and not take a cent. and had the initative to drop it by the nearest security gaurd house.

and also thanks to the security gaurd at niccon gardens gaurd house for calling my home up.

haha, qns! why did those two guys waited for me to arrive ?
cos it seems that they saw me dropping it (but i was cycling quickly so it was no surprise they didnt had time to call me back)
i estimate i probably took 40 mins to get home, realise it was missing, and came out.
even minusing the time taken to walk from the malaysia train track to the gaurd house
lets say 10 mins ? they still waited for 30 mins for me to come.

now now, what are the chances they were waiting for a reward?

2010-03-02T20:57:00.002+08:00

yo yo yo
woon's been busy these days. already quite given up the debate comp thing liao
rather sad, cause a little bit wasted.
but every year, this period of the year is always the most hectic one luhs.
gotten used to it liaos..
and NYP astro comp always on sports carnival. sucks man

sec 4 term one is gonna end in like one week plus?
every year faster and faster. acceleration :(
so far, this year, i think my chinese got improve bahs.
first time i get 15/20 for ying yong wen. A1 :D
gotten used to timed practice le.
still scared of miss foo and rashidah's class...
been sleeping at 7 lately.. then wake up at 3. sai.

kk, sorry for not linking the sentences.
bye

2010-02-06T20:49:00.003+08:00

weee~ awesome. sandcastle building wasnt as meaningful and fun.
but its really a great experience. encourage everyone to go for as a family day or sth.
just make sure no bitchy idiot is there talking rubbish throuh the mike. =.-

okay, but overall, it was fun. i was just wondering what everyone is doing cos i was concecntraiting on mine with asyraf and lup.
hehe, i think mines the best! lol. defence of the revenge (whatever blah. LMAO)
starting to like that malay guy, very open minded. and lup, quite nice luhs, but he say alot of lame things one lors... ><

then tried to have lunch together, 11 of us. in the end had to split up. so sian
checked out the library activity corner afterwards.
left at 2.15 for vivo. hehe
with junjie! lol, cos he needed something. ask for my advice somemore. lalala

first time bot my something branded for myself sia.
sense of achievement =D

i also realised, i am going to have reunion dinner tmr at popo's new house.
wah! dont need to do hmwk liaos.. GG!

2010-02-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

okay great. change of seating arrangement.
not bad ... hope i can tahan it.
whosh, on more month or so to sports carnival. cant wait to improve my vball to get into the team sia..
but the whole PE lesson i screwed all the balls that came to me..
haish... LOL.. but its really fun.
=D

today everyone snatching my blue little note book.. so funny.
cos inside got all the formulas.
and the fantastic thing is, its small enough for me to bring into the exam hall!
hahaha! but no lahs.. i dont mind getting a T .
but this note book has been with me for like 9 years... since P1.
no way i am gonna let it be confisicated man.

ouh.. and M peacock allowed me to listen to music during timed prac.. xia si wo..
yah.. gotta get back to my debate research le..
buhbye

2010-01-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

gonna see mars tmr.
clouds! please dont come.
hope the ice caps are huge enough to be seen thru our telescopes.
and amaths test tmr.. horrible.
failed two liao.. not gonna fail another one man.

2010-01-21T17:30:00.005+08:00

wha. blink blink, three weeks gone like this le.
got my english paper back today.. lol..
i wrote barack obama became the fist black pres...
but at least, the debate format worked out for argumantative writing.
i got 19 because i have 40 over spelling or grammer mistakes.. wth. so wasted..

failed Amaths. screwed chinese chem and physics..
but physics miraculously came back with good results. unbelieveable.
i rushed 3 pages in aproximately 5 mins and told my mum i was going to fail.
no one will believe one lors. unfair.

anw, todays post shall reccomend luo zhixiang dance music,
ai de zhu chang xiu. holy, very hard to sing. tempo too fast le. but very cool. haha enjoy!
lyrics quite cool also.. very player style. i LIKE!

i am soo looking forward to those wonderful laminations and wall papers! awesome stuff man.

2010-01-17T00:40:00.022+08:00

kua si mi?

HAHA, the highly anticipated 罗生门 is out on solar eclipse day!

i can finally plug in the full version of ai bu dan xing le!
superb stuff, seriously

he's just getting better and better.
well, the lyrics is not bad, just lack some depth.
its a good thing, (at least i understand :D )
BUT! the main thing is!
the feeling is there. . touched

and for those of you who would like to sing along, here's the lyrics.
own self type de >< (got mistakes tell me ah!)

爱不单行

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我，一个人过生活

爱只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
怕安定爱变化
我爱过几个人，也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗？

为何我还相信她不是独行侠

我在等一个人，在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

***

用不完身边泛滥的自由
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到爱情那个枷锁

爱只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
怕安定爱变化
我爱过几个人，也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱是不可数的吗
为何我还相信她不是独行侠
我在等一个人，在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

repeat*

爱只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
怕安定爱变化
我爱过几个人，也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下 hoooo

爱是不可数的吗
为何我还相信她不是独行侠！！！
我在等一个人，在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人，

在等我的永恒

告诉我爱不单行相信它 ...

2010-01-15T15:45:00.002+08:00

wah alot of nice songs came to me recently.
ahah, dunno is old or new, but i know its definitely nice nice!

do you remember ~ jay sean

oopsy daisy ~ chipmunks? this song is soo appealing :D

For your entertainment ~ adam lamb

TWO is (way ) better than ONE ~ boys (definitely) like girls..

Meet me halfway ~ black eye peas

time for miracles ~ muttonert

somebody to love?

empire state of mind is rather cool too.

Hey SOUL SISTER! ~ too too train

last but not least,
Genie! SNSD

i shall just end by saying,
music connects us.

2010-01-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my! sec 4 is pretty interesting.
since i posted on class blog, shall not repeat here bahs.
anyway, i SOOOOOOOOOO wan a memmory mattress lahs!
its super cool and comfortable!
if you dont know what it is, its actually a mattress that will take body form and stay there even after a while.
so if you seat on it, your butt's shape will be there for some 5 mins.

and you know what?
its super comfortable. so soft, so nice. so ex...
hais. anw, i got a latex individual spring queen size bed. also not bad lahs.. haha.

road show today was boring. but nevertheless, astro got some 6 or 7 girls.
haha, hope this number will bu bu gao sheng. lol. what crap.
okay.
woon has been a good boy this week. keep up the good work
buhbye!

chirstmas eve

2009-12-27T14:26:00.006+08:00

haha, i am now confused. do people celebrate chirstmas more on eve or on the actual day?

dunno luhs. but my impression when i was young is on the eve. but anw
I Had my BESTEST Christmas eve this year!! <3>

lalala, not like i always celebrate... lol.

first time. and it was awesome to the max. went out with brothers! lol

mark and jacob.. and chio bu ying shuang!!! omg. hahaha so honoured

haish. ~~but her pic not with me.~~ i have it le!
okay anyway, started off by going to the kallang leisure park for ICE SKATING!
gosh for dunno how many years havent skated liao. and first time at kallang :D
haha, not bad ah.
but the shoes are damn smelly :@

the irregulaties of the ice makes me balancing unstable.

but after one or two rounds of warm up, we made ourself comfortable with the ice floor le
and the best is, its wonderful to hold a girl's hand and skate.. simply wonderful. haha

anw, had dinner at kfc. buddy meal's pepper amount went down :(

YS wanted to watch sherlock holmes de. but in the end never ! and it was great

cos we went to esplanade there! haha

yingshuang go find her friend doro .

so its left with The BROthers to rock out the city! mwahaha

well.. youb know, walking arnd marina square and all the city link shit isnt thrilling

soo so .. ...

we decided! lets go sneak into some hotel ! weez

my great awesome holy idea

hahaha, if got some chirstmas party even better! lol just join in and get some free drinks ~

lalala

0.o our First stop, meritus mandarin hotel!

wait. but i think our third one is also the same. aiyah. nvm

anw, we went there and saw a freaking cool black lambo

awesomely parked there for me to scratch =D

ah. then there was two doors

dunno why one heavily 'gaurded'

of course we took the easier route

haha. almost joined a wedding dinner. but nah. too boring

so went up, holy mama singing chirstian song.... not my type.

then got ask mark issit stay here de.. LOL trouble!

but very funny.. i walk there then clear my throat ah hem

'why? got problem ar? '

lol. then the guy say sorry. LMAO

singapore hotel service too good le

the swiming pool thingy for ppl to sun bath is cushioned one lor!!!

unfair! holy shit. the view damn nice..

one day i also want to go stay at singapore's hotel.

then it was ritz culton. freaking six star hotel hidding behind bushes

hehe, come to daddy! walked up this long way... zz

then one white haired eintein imposter tried to stop us.

heck. just walk in =)

mark and jacob want go eat buffet somemore. me humji dont dare

ahh. then go play dai di at one taxi stand..

then another round of meritus.

but weird. like diff building but same name...

nvm. greetted with the new song Empire State of Mind when we walked in

oh baby make me feel like dancing.

hehe, then go topman there take some pics before having supper at city link .

the one on facebook is ME :DDD

2009-12-25T16:05:00.002+08:00

lol, it was the winter solstice on 21st of december.
so my sis and i as well as my two cousins went over to my ahma's place to chuo tang yuan
haha, this are the pics! lol.
from two massive big dough made into small cute and rouch tang yuan
then into weird shapes , hah, and finally boiled and cooked! :D
yumyum
haha, dunno why, i got a fetish for heart shapes maybe.
so made one, so nice right?! lol...

tada! done.

2009-12-21T17:46:00.005+08:00

oooooh
went to play with the 06 gang just now in school.
lol, damn long havent play with them liao. james proer then weilie =D
at first still rain sia, but stop rather soon.

wah seh the wind was super strong can!?
can divert me by half a lane wor
while cycling just now alongCCK ave 2.
damn cool! , i was cycling next to the camp or sth. then the wind blew freaking hard
all the twigs and fruits and what have trees fell and bombarded the road
TOTALLY FELT LIKE I WAS IN SOME MINICLIP GAME!!
dodge to the left, dodge to the right, weeeeee so fun.
but aiyah, in the end still kena one twig on my sholder PainPAIn!
GAME OVER! ROAR!!!
lolol..

Light hearted

2009-12-18T21:19:00.005+08:00

YAY!

m1 chalet was a blast~

woohoo. i have finally decided. to redo this blog!

no more boring post , no more emo post!

just excitement 100% ^^

weeee, its so fun to be crazy.

i shall take this platform to improve either my english or chinese =D

though i know i always 三分钟热度， but at least 三分钟 better then no 分钟

so lets give it a shot! a hot shot

haha, wanna make my blog as vibrant as possible. then ppl will come and read right!

today went to 拍音乐日记 at yew tee court there

I GUAN LAN (dunk!) LE

LOL

of course with the help of a red bench. =D

but anw, walked from yewtee to CCK, junjie's house.

reflect on the year of 09 with jj and xiao mei.

not bad not bad. its always good to reflect and look forward!

to 2010! 0 lvl year! yeepeee, i am soo soo sooooooo excited to take 0s

=.=

(psp, my first time using this face...)

GOT MY INVITATION TO MY ANNUAL D&D LE!!!

YEEPEE!!

at regent hotel this time.

haha, theme is global nite. dunno what the dong dong is that.

but oh well, bot my shirt le. not bad. haha.. 50 bucks know, my most ex shirt..

gonna try to blog abt class chalet on m1 blog soon. try lah hor!

today i am gonna sleep, tmr i am gonna wake up.

and start doing hmwk!!!

gagaga

die le~ ...

2009-12-10T16:30:00.001+08:00

its not about winning your love rivals, its about winning her heart.
~ learnt from american gladiators. weird right?

2009-12-02T12:58:00.003+08:00

the other side of lady gaga... rather touching if you know about why she wrote this song.
haha, lady gaga is not just a freak.

later gonna start doing hmwk le. like finally yeah. haha. jiayou to all.

2009-12-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

the last month passed like 3 days.
holy. to think if in three days school reopens.
i am totally not prepared. crap. gonna hibernate myself from all the emails and calls
just do hmwk le. sian. 0 lvl so close. hate it hate it

reminder to self!
this week, settle glider workshop
geminids party
email caodan
ST attendance.
m1 chalet attendance.
homework and work. whats the holy diff man. lol.

been walking up with tears lately.
hate this feeling.
dunno when will i ever succeed.
give me a chance baby

2009-11-25T15:58:00.002+08:00

lol. back from chalet.
anw, forgot to tell you guys, the prev post,
dont ever ever go watch paranormal activity.
not cos its too scary, but it totally sucks. and sucks to the core.
its a damn freaking boring 15000 USD show using the lousiest camera to film
and it has no scary effects at all. disgusting probably.
all they show you are a guy and a girl doing shit.
yup, so really dont watch it. unless you wanna waste your money or cure an insonmia
the reviews are marketing gimmicks and definitly just bribery, haha. maybe sarcasm
if dont believe can ask any ST camp member and they will tell you.

drag me to hell not scary de. but damn shocking
lol. i keep screaming wtf, but also not scared de
its more like a.. hmm, roller coaster ride?
lol. but its definitely much better then paranormal.

lol. chalet other time then write bah. took a pic with a super chio cosplay girl
damn chio. show you all pics next time.
saw jason koor robo competition also. nancy kang also over there. haha
then 203 was also having chalet. lol

2009-11-23T17:30:00.002+08:00

ST camp over le. haha.
not very up to standard. but innovative . thus, it wasnt all a failure afterall.
with talents, soemtimes, you dont need to outsource things.
so yeah, in one day, many ppl tried my wooncake le. LOL..

happy bday rachel.

everyone have something in the world that they havent seen yet.
it is something..
very sweet and kind
if anybody were to see it, they will definitely want it.

this is why, the world hid the thing.
so people could not find it easily.

however one day, i will find it
only that one person will find it with me.
it is something like this....

2009-11-19T11:06:00.003+08:00

97 fb noticses, 36 emails, 34 hrs of non-sleep. 25 meteors. 24 wishes.
15 hours of dreaming. 1 encounter plus non-stop dilema.

2009-11-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

feels like crap man.
hais. what dont be sad. lol. if you even know i am sad.

whirlwind of events. too many for a holiday. too many for a lifetime even.
hah. exagerations.
anw, my chinese improved in daily speeches. watching t.v. is the remedy. (but even so anw, i so dont want to continue. cos the next step is to improve reading. then writing. gosh. )
maybe not remedy, booster. lol.
just keep pretending you are good at it, and you will be.

like after watching hotshot, the contagious rythms of superman flows, or maybe engulfs the small yet vast winding brain of mine. it just keeps staying.
tempo. rythm. action. movement. speed. attitude.
it all stays tgt. cool. just need to pretend. and the ball just gets into the hoop.
nvr shoot so many 2 pointers in my life before.
yah i know weilie will say ' huh? what many. then mine is what? infinite. lol.'
yah lah. wadeva man. i dont have to care since i dont have a tagboard. tsk
sooner or later. but most probably later, i am gonna dunk. SLAM DUNK. . . lol. wishful dreams

leonids on tues. 17 nov. just a week before that.
who. will watch with me. tgt. ...

2009-11-14T00:18:00.001+08:00

woonkiat dont get confuse. he shouldnt.
yet now. down in a dilema.
from all lessons, i shld just stop hoping. but it just comes back
dont care. just dont care le.
just hope, i wont, dont regret.

2009-11-11T12:59:00.002+08:00

tried so hard and got quite far. in the end it doesnt really matter.
worst thing is, i didnt quite learn much. no lessons. no reasons.
haha.
but lets just put it this way, i have gone too far. lol.
sorry .

2009-11-07T14:36:00.004+08:00

5th Asian-Pacific Astronomy Olympiad

From 7 Oct to 14 Oct 2009,
three students from two schools participated in the 5th Asian-Pacific Astronomy Olympiad in Damyang, Korea.
A whirlwind of events ensued.
There were official excursions to the Sun-cheon Bay Area famous for its wildlife, the Korea Astronomy and Space Science Institute, a traditional Korean fortress, a bamboo park (Damyang is famous for bamboo), and many more.

On their own, the participants organised games ranging from “Mafia” to “Capture the flag” to a hybrid of sepak takraw and volleyball, and even a “Disco Night” on the last night of the Olympiad. Okay – that was the fun part. (the drinking and dancing! hehe)

The stressful part was obviously the competition. The problems set were of a rather high standard and of quite a different style as what we are used to seeing in Singapore.

On top of that, the competition was quite intense.
Indonesia, China, Thailand and Korea are known powerhouses; moreover, Korea was the host country.
Nevertheless, the Singapore team managed to focus and gave their best throughout the competition.

All received the III-rd Diploma, equivalent to a Bronze Medal. Congratulations to Stacey-Ann Lee, Silas Yeem and Tay Woon Kiat! No less valuable were the contributions of Seow Yongli as jury member; and Joel Lee as observer and chaperone. and also rongen, the person who wrote this. lol. nvr include himself

The Olympiad was not just a test of astronomy knowledge, but also an event where learning of different cultures and countries in addition to learning more about astronomy takes place.
Yet more important that that, I feel, is that friendships were forged, and the totality of the Olympiad has inspired the participants to work harder for the betterment of the astronomy community.

2009-11-04T16:50:00.002+08:00

wth@#$%^&*
today i cycle back. and the it rained and stopped thrice.
and its not just drizzle wor. is the kind super heavy you step out for 3 seconds and you are totally wet that kind.
just rained so suddenly and stopped so suddenly.
crap. mother earth mood swing issit? period ar?
need doctor come heal you lo.

nice :D

2009-10-30T14:26:00.003+08:00

i just suddenly find this song very nice. lol

Raindrops are fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me
Raindrops keep fallin' on my head

But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

hey YO!
its has come. finally, the end of school days for 2009 has officially came.
but for us , we will still be having forward track programme.
that a blessing! there will be one week less of holidays.

however, i really rather the forward track is somewhere in the middle of school holidays
or not it will just be an extension of school. no feel. sian.
haha
and another thing is november will be a busy time for me!
Science team camp. YOU guys better come.
leonids stargazing.
how i wish i could bring u with me on a nice dark nights. just us and the meteors.
also need to plan for training in 2010.
as well as train the juniors for their competition next year
AND i also want an awesome 3M1 chalet! come on guys. lets do it!

haha. funny thing, it feels like i just became president.
but i am already thinking who shall be the next. hais. incompetent sec 2s. LOL
jy bah

2009-10-25T22:10:00.003+08:00

lol. there is this idiom that says
You can catch more flies with honey than with vinegar.
the awesomness of big bang theory says
"No that doesnt make any sense, I can catch more with faeces!"

TOTALLY LMAO

2009-10-20T15:02:00.002+08:00

it is easy to get up when you fall and endure the pain. its easy.
but getting back up from falling into love and enduring its pain is a hell lot of difference.

Tay woonkiat ( 1994~ )

2009-10-19T13:06:00.003+08:00

follow the notes upon a journey
at first sight marks one's destiny
once the voyage comes to an end
return lies within hasty keys

damn nice. lol. watching for the third time.
watch le feeling much better le.

it has touched me once again

2009-10-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

aiyah. i want to write alot about the trip de. but freaking irritating.
got so many pics. dont know where to start from.
than give one brief summary also very boring.
hais. wadeva bahs. i shall do it again when my hands and brains arent tired.

i hate decisions

2009-10-15T16:42:00.001+08:00

200th post

2009-10-05T22:12:00.003+08:00

the more you say dont stress, the more stress i get.
th subconciousness is coming out. and its quite cool.
i have been eating less. i only realised now.
lets hope i get more sober from this.
more matured.

i really hate travelling.
8 days so mafan liao. if want me go overseas study can die.
i am so lucky to have a mum. HTW

wadeva. i am gonna breathe slow. count from one to ten. and TRY to get my composure

2009-10-04T19:36:00.001+08:00

omg. i officially hate going overseas trip.
damn ma fan. wan to pack also take more than an evening.
and all the flight thingy. hate it. why cant we just tap our EZ link card and just go.

hais. sian man. and i havet studied SS! awesome. around 12 more hours to the paper. let me rest in peace.

2009-10-03T14:07:00.003+08:00

whether i ask it to go
or even though i ask it to stop
my heart keeps advancing towards you

my heart cant even rest for a moment
i cant even throw this love away

even if i hold out my hands, no matter how much i call out
you're always far away from me

i try to comfort myself with the lie that i'm happy as long as you smile
because the place you're going is not me
the lonely tears flow
cant have you, neither can i forget you
just waiting for you day by day

there is only one happiness in life..... to love and be loved...

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2009-09-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

uh yah. i have decided to have a mass tuition by chaos academy.
it will be on friday, 30 mins after higher MT.

i try to get a room. if not study area. please bring all your enquiries for physics.

just trying to give a little help before i fly to korea.
yah. to my best of limit only.

kay. those wan come please tell me so i can roughly gauge the no. of ppl.

and also, i am gonna make a note on all the formulas you might need to use for the exams.
so i think i can just photo copy for the class. hopefully.

JY all

2009-09-28T20:51:00.001+08:00

hmm. shall i spring out in the hall on thurs? lol

2009-09-26T17:09:00.003+08:00

yea. very satisfied with this skin
various factors. but good good. i like

wah, i wrote the dates of the EOY exams on the calender hor,
and i realise, there is this horrible period of 4 days between eng chi and SS
to the rest of the exams.

horrible. if they had put it together.... than...

i would have to take a single paper!
holy mother. life's unfair

now which asshole made this timetable?!? haha

2009-09-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

hmmm if i were mr hudson, i wouldnt want to be a supernova.

anyone heard of supernova by mr hudson? he says he wanna be a supernova.
but i think he never realised that supernova is a stellar explosion.
in other words, its an event and not a noun. than how can a man be an event.
lol.

kays, even if i dont be particular with the english part, how about astro?
supernova is a death of a star. means he wanna die?

hais. wadeva. this week end is rather boring. most of the time i spend at home is just mugging.
LOLOLOL

2009-09-19T19:17:00.002+08:00

lols! my aunt say my english better now. so i must jiayou!
hmm. still reading my encyclopedia-thick astro book.
how i wish i can have leave all the way till my competition.
since o lvl candidates also have two weeks off to self study for o lvl.

not fair right! i need prepare for astro still need do school homework.
thats not the problem. the problem is both seems to hold the same priority.
and that sucks.

hmm. sorry of the things i said. i should have considered to consequences.

2009-09-15T17:27:00.003+08:00

first time feeling troubled because of a meer stranger whom which i might never see again in my life.

today after some basketball, i went to the toilet at lot one to wash hand. Afterwhich i was tugging in my shirt outside the toilet when an idian man suddenly came up to me and this was what he said,
sorry, can you spare me one dollar? i need it to get an mrt ticket.
rather surprise and unwilling, i was like huh?
and he took out a couple of coins and he said i need just one buck to get home. please.
so i said, sorry no.

he quickly replied come one, we are all singaporeans and we should help each other right? look, its only one dollar not ten or twenty.

blah blah lahs. but in the end. i didnt give him. and he walked away like almost reprimanding me.

well, this matter somehow matters alot to me. i mean, if it were the past, i would have just given him and told myself i did a good deed. but i didnt. maybe i have grown cleverer? but also learnt to be more selfish.

thats bad. because the young, naive but good us is fading away with time. its a time when the more we know, the more selfish we become. what will i be like 10 years later? 20 and even till the day i die. will this selfishness just piles up? whats the use of growing up than?
we will just get worse and worse in terms of moral values.

than another issue that the guy reminded me of.

Are singaporeans gracious? as in, we singaporeans really should help one another.
whats more its one dollar. and i didnt even give. what would i do and what would i expect people to do to me if i were in his situation? wouldnt i be just equally desperate? and my fellow singaporean wouldnt even want to give me a buck for me to get home.

isnt there a serious problem? perhaps its just me. i hope it is. but if you were me, would you have given that dollar?
should i have given?

2009-09-14T16:48:00.002+08:00

this is crap. woke up at 11.30 last night to do hmwk till like 3. than sleep till 5 and continue doing.
cos last night before midnight, i only had done one chem qns and one amaths qns.
absolutly nothing else.
so chiong chiong
but poh just pisses me off all the time.
crap man..

bitter heart and down is damn nice man. lol

2009-09-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

i realise today
if you want ppl to change. you must change yourself first.
so if you want to hate ppl, you should hate yourself more.

i can take no more. i am throwing it away.
so i am not gonna give a damn what ppl think.
i am removing my tag board.
i want to stay away from the internet.
you wont even recognize me anymore.
the world need a change. i need a change.

something is wrong.
i was just killing some ants with water when i realised that while taking lifes
humans are dieing because of lack of water.
14 000 a day.
and i am standing here killing lifes with something so precious to 14000 ppl daily.

the clock. is the most vicious thing on earth.
as it ticks, it takes lifes.
tick tick tick.
die die die.
tick tock... more are slain. and in pain.
every second we use. i type one word. you read one word.
and some where on earth some ass hole just died.
and the sun. it doesnt stop burning. it burns away half of the earth every moment.
one day we will just be burnt.
so it burns. and the clock ticks. and than life flies away.
the clock ticks life away. its so unreal.
the sun burns our time away. before you even knew it.

fight forever, yet fight for nothing.
life~

2009-09-10T00:49:00.001+08:00

usually i get tired after some achievement i feel fine.
this time there is none. so i feel like crap. hais. crap crap

2009-09-10T00:35:00.002+08:00

hais. fucked up competition.
felt like i wasted 2 months working on it.
on the surface is really like a waste of time.

though its good exposure and fun and skills learnt.
skills in both robotics programme and buliding as well as leadership.
zhong heung is a good leader.
think better than me. (yea and i know he will say. yay of course.)

but either way. i feel screwed.
maybe everytime astro got high expectations. than had the same for njrc
but i was really like aiming for 4th or 5th for this comp.
turns out we got bloody zero for all missions.
but at least reflecting back.
got something worth learning. but even though its learn
i guessed i will not attempt any robo comp anymore what.
hey look on the bright side. we share the same fate. made many mistakes.
but u are far better off than me.
at least you can retest again.. and get your basics right. but i probably wont get a chance again.
so yea lahs. keep it in my memory bank.

ahhhhhhhh
i feel like crap.
tired shit.
go on like this i can die liao... better rest. take care.

2009-09-08T21:39:00.001+08:00

fuck. if i am so useless and just a hindrance, you shldn't even ask me to come.
pissed. =.= ccb

2009-09-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

hahas. had an urge to play bball today.
remebering times in sec 2, me and XK. ZH and nick. everytime go play tgt.
so i went all the way to yew tee to see that muscle man.

hahas. damn funny. i first time going yew tee by bike.
so i tot i knew how to go.
well, end up the wrote i knew was meant for cars and cars only.
no pavement for a poor cyclist
than i went straight and end up in qian hu fish farm
WTF@#$%^&*

yeah. so afterthat went there from lot one...
and went to find yew tee CC.
played by ourselves for a while. me and quek quek.
than pros came along.
we teamed up with one pro. and battled three indonesians i suppose.
that bloody guy keep pushing me even though i dont have the ball.

but anw. we trashed them big time first set.
2nd set i heart beat too fast. nvr play.
third set they win 11 - 9.
close one.
all very pro. YK also not bad.

yea. than cycled arnd verde view. see see my
than cycled back to CCK. lols..
i saw bus 172. so i decided to see who was faster...
i challeged bus 172
lols.
we on par till the mrt tract there. than i dont wan liao.
let it win bahs.
fan zheng bu shun lu.
so i rest at the bus stop for like 15 min than headed home.

yeah thats all. tmr need go school for robo.. wasting my holidays away. hais...

btw, charlie 's angels are very chio. lucky man.

2009-09-03T22:19:00.002+08:00

gosh..... got like 50 emails from face book over night just because of a tag..
wth..
and junheng obvious lahs..
get so uptight about it. comfirm is like le..
tmr go to sch dunno what will happen sia....
must be as cool as rachel.. everth ignore. lol

and i CID solve two case le.
jj havent even solve one. hais.... lousy.
no wonder i am commissioner. hehe.

tag

junjie. yea lahs.. glad you know that.

edlyn ; and dont forget hor ! is i give you bday present one lors. than you can top. hahas
dunno overall maybe you still win lahs. okay? lols. we see who more A1. :)

2009-09-02T22:55:00.003+08:00

no more poison killing my emotion
i will not be frozen
dancing is my remedy remedy.

move while you're watching me
dance with the enemy
ive got a remedy ouh uh oh uh oh

nice song... lolss..
nowadays keep thinking of love you. super nice..

2009-08-31T20:42:00.002+08:00

Joy, welcome. =D find new one bahs..

{ EDLYN , lols. first time beating you.

Mr.Hatred: really mehs? didnt notice.. wah choir can use comp also. same as ST

kevin, yo brother

Zhiqi, hey thanks. you too.

STFU: wooots!

2009-08-30T17:13:00.002+08:00

oh man. i think i've been watching boys over flowers...
die die. used to hate korean shows. but this one not alot of ahma and aunties talking.
still not bad.
but i am only watching, cos the song very nice.

i like shows with nice song. yea.. makes it so much more emotional.

and 5 th sept have lit compp... so damn it sia.. having robo presentation finals also
but that depends if we get in or not lahs.
dunno. i am quite confident that we will get in since i am doing the research
hahas =D
gonna make it as scientific as possible. if the video is good, high chance.
have confidence in xinkai.

yea. so how? clash. i just called miss foo and she seemed damn pissed.
emo on weekend and professional on weekdays.. thats what she said on facebook...
how how how?
dunno. shall i hope that we dont get into finals or wad?
or just quit? dunno lahs. forget it.
listen to songs better.

2009-08-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

officially unhappy and tired.
i think i need to exercise more.. to keep my heart paced..
like lance armstrong at 32 heart beats per min... avg ppl is more than double that.. some triple

dunno why, this time robo comp like more stress than other astro comp..
last time all i do b4 comp is think and study...
this time like work in a team. old frens but still havent worked in a comp tgt b4.
and being new in the field, it piles up the stress lvl.

whatever it is, i wanna say i am pissed with arena and paul beidermann or sth...
gosh.. why must they come up with a better swiming suit ... and still go win micheal phelps..
and why wasnt it on the front page of today newspaper?

wasted a whole lot of time researching on phelp's suit and silas told me it was overtaken...
means i wasted my time and have to redo.
gosh...

and i hope joy gets better... relationship is really very annoying at times...

2009-08-25T18:17:00.002+08:00

hais.. seriously no jing shen to study this few days.
and i got so many doubts whenever it comes to physics lessons..
making myself seem like a goondo.. lol
failed chinese..
shit.......!
seeing girls cry is bad for health. hmmm
finally finish watching order of the pheonix le.
(even though i am suppose to do research.)
that woman is a bitch lahs.. so disgusting...
voldemot is a coward.
that china girl quite chio.
i also wanna create my own secret organisation
called pandemonium. lols
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalla

thurs meeting principal.... represent ST..

today damn emo in the morning.
cos i realise i was suppose to be at NUS ytd but instead was cycled to bukit timah hill
omg... what a linkless mistake.
god damn... missed LORD martin ree's talk.. thurs must be there man...
anw... went to bukit timah hill... not bad... quite fruitful..
but very scarry also.

seeing ppl smile can make my day.